quote one tree hill

At this moment there are 6,470,818,672 people in the world. Some are running scared. some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just not facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world, six billion souls. And sometimes... all you need is one.

Dear John

let it out

Sometimes, we want to say this to someone:

"You suck. You're an insensitive, inconsiderate, selfish,

cruel, thoughtless mean person who doesn't deserve

to be cared for by a person like me.

I wish you could just disappear,

so you couldn't hurt me anymore!"

But when we open our mouth to say it,

it comes out a little softer like:

"It's ok. I still love you."

She's strong because she knows what it's like to be weak.

She keeps a guard, because she knows what it's like to cry herself to sleep.

love

When you feel cold and warm at the same time,

when you read over the same line for the tenth time,

when your heart and thoughts somehow appears to rhyme,

and when a simple name conquers your whole mind,

then you are in deep trouble my friend... you are in what they call,

"love."

CNY

Happy Chinese New Year, everybody say HUAT AH.

unknown

As we grow up, we learn that even the person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with him/her, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take many pictures, laugh much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. You just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what he/she means to you. Speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend; fall asleep while watching the sun comes up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love, and most of all live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

#fml.

I don't know whether should i be angry or sad because i don't know.

Maybe my friends are right, i don't need a relationship now since he doesn't trust me and like what's the point in this relationship if he/she doesn't trust you.

Recently i went to find jobs, like not all the jobs is hiring and that's sucks. i'm trying not to ask my parents money as i know money is hard to get and earn. I know they're worried about me, but i know how to take care of myself.

I love him, i always do. But i don't think he does. sigh

-don't ask whether i'm okay, obviously i'm not.

i'm selling some items that i did not wore before and hoping they will buy it, because i need money so badly. I don't even care whether i'm sick or well a not. Turning 23 is not gonna make me feel younger anymore, i need to know i'm gonna control this money and i need to be stable at something. Wah this makes me sound very old, but life suck. #FML.

i need a fresh start!

2011 has been a funny old year.I've had regrets & sadness, with a little bit of happiness thrown in roll on 2012, I need a fresh start!

Need money so badly, work almost everyday making myself weak and sick. I just quit my job, too tough and tiring. Probably getting a new part time job, nobody will understand, i don't think even my boyfriend will too. All he might think is i got a new bf or i forgotten about him and no matter what i say he doesn't trust me. I can sense that our relationship is further apart and he's probably dating someone who loves him more than i do.

Comparing is a very strong word for me. i don't know why, i just think it that way. Girls that are prettier than me, smarter than me, richer than me. See what i mean, i really think i don't deserve to be with him.

He wants to have a privacy life, i really don't know why. i cant even post a photo of him, through my facebook or blog. He doesn't want his colleagues and friends to know about our relationship. is he hiding something behind my back, i don't know. or maybe i thinking too much. No maybe my friends is right, pictures prove everything. And if you want me to show you the prove, then i show you. i don't know whether i should be angry at this photo, or just cry out loud. But i admit the girls are prettier than me, who look smarter than me and maybe richer than me. Like i say comparing is a very strong word for me. If you sense i'm jealous, Well Yes im jealous, i get jealous easier. Happy?!He still the same, i wanted to have some activities together like all other couples do. Our is like everyday is either movies, dinner, or staying home. nothing else. no fun at all.

I had decided already, if it doesn't work out. i would just let go and focusing my study.