Big ucler and bad sore throat

hey bloggy,

she is listening Rihanna - Cry

I miss you b, didnt meet him today cuz i scare he not enough sleep plus tonight he got working also.. poor thing loh.

Just watching finish Marley And Me, omg i cry sia.. the ending part damn sad sia...
I hate coming ucler sia, this time is more bigger than that week sia.. This ucler is damn killing me sia, i cant even eat an apple man.
b ask me put salt but i dont dare loh, i will cry even more loh..
Today online more worse is like almost everyone i online today ask me put salt =(

And today i got a very bad sore throat, i drink the orange skin today. Feeling much better now, i keep thinking baby is it still coughin.. i can 100% sure, he never drink the orange skin.
i wish i can go his house and take care of b loh.. but i cannot damn f-ed sia, why i got this kinda father who still act like a 5 year old kid and giving me cb attitude.

shaun coming back from aus soon, but after 10 days is going back alr =(.
but he promise come find me hehe!!!

Yeayyyy im going out with germaine tml!!! and i cannot eat ice cream tml..humph

Happy 1 Month and 13th days Anniversary

hey bloggy,

she is listening to Akon ft Sweet Rush - Troublemaker

Omg yesterday working with Johnson, then use Johnson lappie surfing net and then we watched show too.. we were watching Are We Done Yet? and Silent Hill. omg silent hill is still very scary!!
i keep screaming until Johnson also scare haha, especially inside the shop and so many ppl staring at us..
Now Johnson know why i cant watched alr lol.
omg, reach home i didnt on my fan or even my aircon. I started to feel very cold and is like damn freezing man. And i just realise that im sick, having a slight fever, cough and sore throat. Then i didnt online sorry to the ppl that i promise to online but i didnt as im feeling weak...but the next day im feeling better and im thinking that i didnt get much sleep that why..
Oh today is Thursday, actually today i still got working de. Thanks god Johnson take over my shift so i can spend more time with baby but tml i got to work cuz im taking over Johnson place and my boss totally have no idea that today i never work. Hoping that his not around tml, oh and guess why may told me that she saw my boss shopping at expo cuz Robinson big sales.

baby came fetch me around 1 plus so i went to prepare and ate a bit of cereal. After meeting baby, riding his bike go plaza sing watch movies cuz b dont wan Cathay and he only want gv. It was freaking hot sia, and i told baby im gonna be roasted pork soon lol.. Reach plaza sing around 2 and we went to the cinema and check the timing. And we were watching Confessions Of A Shopaholic and book around 4:35pm.
After that we process to basement and withdrawn money, then decided to go Hong Kong cafe had our lunch and omg this is my first time seeing baby cannot eat finish haha, his french toast with peanut butter is disgusting.. oops did i say it out loud, yes i did.. lol.. and we cant ate finish accept my dessert mango pudding!! i love it yummy...I really wanna paid for baby, i really wanna treat him but i have not enough cash and i let baby paid again.
But i will treat baby back cuz his birthday is coming, and i still havent brought my phone yet cuz i also broke liao but im not very broke like baby.
Around 4:30pm we took lift up to the cinema and start watching the movies. The movie is damn nice and i rated it 5847987323 stars lol.. super look like me loh and baby say after the movie end i started to shop. But is not true loh, i told him before that i wanna shop de but i didnt loh.. cuz im saving for my new phone and baby surprise.. see im a GOOD GIRL ok..

But i kept saying sorry to baby cuz is my fault, his working until very late and yet he has not enough sleep. He is totally damn shag and still meeting me, and i really couldnt ask for more. baby working full shift tml and his still sick. So poor thing loh, then sat at night also have to work until 5 plus in the morning, then sunday full shift .. my baby is damn hard working and he still treat me nice nice food. If my boss is still looking for job, i really wanna ask baby work with me loh so damn relax de loh.
Tml working and im stil awake.

out with baby

Hey bloggy,

She is listening to Kelly Clarkson - If No One Will Listen

For the first time in a long time,
i went to bed smiling, and i woke up smiling.
all the while, thinking of you

21 March 09 (Saturday)

my little baby niece is sick, so i told my sis not to come and told her that must take good care of meimei. Today is my mummy birthday, i think i should buy something super nice hehe..
Then around 9 plus, b reach my house downstairs. It was very windy man, so i call germaine whether she can help me go check the movies timing and she told me today is xiao hui last day at playcraft.. So i told them to wait for me, while baby riding bike to cck.
Baby went to check the timing and stuff while i go find the playcraft staff, omg i miss xiao hui can lol.. went in and saw johnson and jerry playing ps3...
Omg im having a sore throat right now cuz the cake is so sweet, haha johnson ate 3 haha. Johnson is a hungry monster, haha germaine is cute.
after that i go find baby then we out of cash then they don accept nets.. so we walk out the mall then process to the atm machines. After that we walk back to the mall then buy ticket at the cinema, were watching Race To Witch Mountain. But we watch 11:30pm show, so we decided to walk walk awhile. We even went to the pasamalam, but nothing much to show cuz most of the shop has been close, so we went mac buy chocolate milkshake and b buy sundae ice cream haha.. While he was eating, his lips full of chocolate hot fudge. Then ask me to kiss him, kiss until my lips also very sticky humph.. But he eat ice cream very cute loh haha, then we find place to sit.

Then the show going to start so we took the lift up to level 5, went in first. Is not very cold and the sit is very kns. i cant put my leg loh cuz got ppl sitting infront humph, movie end around 1 plus, then we walk to the 302 carpark cuz b park his bike at there loh. hehe can pei baby more lol.. then baby fetch me home, slack awhile and then reach home around 2.
I didnt online cuz my father sleeping the the living room, so i decided to bath then stay inside my room.. While listening to song i fell asleep, woke up around 11 plus.
My mummy ta bao duck rice for me today, i eat alot of rice loh.

finally baby reach sg

hey bloggy,

She is listening to Kelly Clarkson - I Want You

20 March 09 (Friday),

omg i've been very busy and lazy to update my blogger. Anyway B just reach SG!!!
omgomgomgomgomg i was jumping around in circle, i was like super zi high and i really miss b voice. Im so glad that he called, i faster pick it up cuz is like 8 days we didnt see each other!!
I hope baby sunday can off cuz he maybe got workin =(
I miss baby fetching me home from work too!!

Anyway today i was late by 30 mins for my trimming appointment, luckily when i reach there by 4pm is no ppl and yes ira was there!! I miss her, is like how many month i havent see her loh.. me and my mum went for the trimming then after trimming we shop around city link and marina square.
I brought a tom and jerry top at newurbanmale, cuz me 60 buck. And b said the shop is gay shop lol, then i brought another two tube top for 50 buck at hula co. wah so fast spend 110 buck sia, had dinner with my mum at asia kitchen then around 9 plus we walk to the station took train back to gombak. Then mum went home first while i was at the mac slacking with leon and his group of friends, haha while talking i was playing and it was so disgusting hahha.. i guess germaine knows wad i mean also haha
haha why? cuz yesterday working with her, i told her bout some stuff then she laugh until she can almost cry lol and we also camwhoring not alot =(
she's leaving playcraft soon, must camwhoring with her alot !!!

Oh reach home around 11 then bath and stuff.. online upgrade my new msn haha..
wah today got so many ppl online, sorry if im slow!! lol
Tml im gonna stay home cuz my sis is coming over my house celebrate mummy birthday!! yeah i love you mummy!! (in a very cute voice haha)

miss your kiss, lips and the love i had for you.

Hey bloggy,

She is listening to Jonas Brothers - Hello Beautiful

I was so in love with you
there was nothing i could do
wouldnt give me the time of day
now you wanna be with me
you say you wanna be with me

6 more days left, before b coming back from Taipei. I miss you so badly, i miss your kiss, your lips, riding bikes, your hugs and the love i had for you.
Im so sad, i cant get to fetch you to the airport cuz im a pig. I cant wake up on time, was late for work almost everyday.

This few days i can 80% sure i didnt feel like working, been watching show using johnson lappie.
But Monday onwards it will be back to normal cuz IT fair finish alr, and my boss will check the camera. Miss germaine alot, miss the fun and cam whoring with her lol.
Today reach home ard 10, had my dinner. Then around 10:44pm, i was surfing the net, chatting with friends.
OMG i miss anas sia, im so happy i get to chat with him hehe. Hopefully we will meet this coming Thursday!!!

Oh!! I dont need to work today, cuz my auntie is not in Singapore. That means the clinic is not open this week, woahhhhh yeahhh.. finally i can rest!!!

Survey

TEN ARE YOUs
1. Are you single – No
2. Are you happy – Probably
3. Are you bored – Definitely
4. Are you fair – Guess so
5. Are you Italian – No
6. Are you intelligent –Maybe
7. Are you honest -80% yes 20% no
8. Are you nice -hmmm depends
9. Are you Irish - No
10. Are you Asian - Duh.. yes

TEN FACTS
1. Full Name -Nicole koh
2. Nicknames – Nic
3. Birth place -Singapore
4. Hair color -Dark Tone Color with Blown
5. Natural hair style – Curl
6. Eye Color -Black
7. Birth Date – Sept 6, 1989
9. Favorite color – Black, Reddish, Brown and White
10. One place you’d like to visit – Actually i have 2 place i really wanna go, Paris and London

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
1. Have you ever been in love - Probably
2. Do you believe in love at first sight – No but maybe
3. Do you currently have a crush? – No
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally - Yes
5. Have you ever broken someone’s heart – Maybe
6. Have you ever had your heart broken - A LOT
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them – Yes, i did but we're just close friend
8. Are you afraid of commitment –Sometimes
9. Who was the last person you hugged - My bf :Nigel See
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to? -NIGEL SEE

TEN THIS OR THAT
1. Love or lust -Love
2. Hard liquor or beer – Mineral Water
3. Cats or dogs -Dogs
4. A few best friends or any regular friends – There's no different, their still my friends.
5. Creamy or Crunchy – Both
6. Pencil or Pen – Pen
7. Wild night out or romantic night in –Romantic night in
8. Money or Happiness –Happiness
9. Night or day – Both
10. IM or phone – Both

TEN HAVE YOU EVER
1. Been caught sneaking out – Once, but my parents figure it out alr
2. Seen a polar bear – A soft toy polar bear? is it counted?
3. Done something you regret – maybe
4. Bungee jumped – Never
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor – hmmm, NEVER
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker - WTH is that game?
7. Been caught naked –NEVER
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back – Maybe but that was the past and i figure it out that his married
9. Cried because you lost a pet – Not my dog, is my sis dog
10. Wanted to disappear – Why sure i?

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER
1. Smile or eyes -Both
2. Light or dark hair –Dark hair
3. Hugs or kisses -Both
4. Shorter or taller -Taller
5. Intelligence or attraction – Entertaining
6. Topman or Zara – That depending
7. Funny or serious – Both
8. Older or Younger- Not too old and not too young
10. Sweet or Bad - Sweet

TEN HAVE YOUS
1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd - Omg yes, it was still fun
2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour – Totally
3. Ever tried walking on your hands –Never
4. Ever been to a rock concert –Never, cuz is a waste of money
5. Ever been on a cheerleading team – No, but i was in a malay dance
6. Ever been on a dance team – Yes
7. Ever been on a sports team - Yes
8. Ever been in a drama play/production - No
9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley? – No, i dont have that kinda money
10. Ever been in a rap video? - NEVER

TEN LASTS
1. Last phone call you made -With my Bf Nigel See
2. Last person you hugged -Nigel See
3. Last person you hung out with - Shawn and Leon
4. Last time you worked - Today, 14 March 2009
5. Last person you talked to - Leon
6. Last person you IM’d - Omg quite alot, ok i just name some. Anas, Johnson, leon, kelvin and may
7. Last person you texted - Benson
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with – With my bf and his 7 school classmate
9. Last person/thing you missed - NIGEL SEE
10. Last website visited - Facebook

TEN FRIEND TO BE TAGGG-ED TO DO THIS !
Erm, i was told by may, she ask me to do this.

elmo is not gay

hey bloggy,

She is listening to Ashley Roberts - Played

online chattin with john and bobby today. alot of misses, shopping, slacking and _ _ _ _ _ _!

OMG sian im working tml. And is from wed to sat then sunday im really workin at my auntie place. Is like no off days for me alr =(

B is leaving, and coming back around 20 march. So i need to work and work, plus i need to earn back my money that i spend.

i love bobby say something sweet about me;

bobby: sweetie nicole mei mei

me: yes

bobby: ure always so pretty and sweet but that elmo hai

me: thanks, wad's wrong with my elmo

bobby: elmo is si bei gay man

me: wad!!! elmo is not a gay!! u then gay

bobby: ok lah, im gay thats why guys likes me

haha still got alot lah, but i lazy to type alr haha.. is very funny loh, i keep laughing lol

bestie and lover

hey bloggy,

She listening to All Time Low - Remembering Sunday

I see something in you, something nobody sees.
I see yellow and blue; yeah the sunshine and the sea.
When i think of love i think of you.
It's my favourite thing to do

Slept ard 4 am in the morning, Yesterday trying to fix my lappie. Thank god to johnson, without him my lappie confirm cannot make it alr hahaha..

9 march 09

Is the outing with bestie hehe, i was late by 20 mins man. We meet up at orchard control station then after meeting each other we walk underpass to wheelock cuz is like raining heavily man..
Both of us are hungry so we went lido had long john for lunch, didnt ate finish cuz no appetite..
After we ate, we decided to walk back to wheelock then just shop around the place, i saw something i like but then hai, sad part is coming alr. Has no extra small sia, i really really like it loh, is 69 buck man at newurban male argggg..anyway i decided to saved that money not to buy, but is pretty sad loh..=(
So we process to fareast plaza, omg i brought something is super crazy sales. A 23 dollar of a slide bag, is so nice and just import from Taiwan.. wahahaha..
and a basic top,
I know i shouldnt spend that money but is too nice alr, oh thanks bestie for holding for me haha not im lazy but usually i don like carry heavy stuff haha.. she know me well wahaha..
im so glad that she found her true love haha, after all the window shopping.. we went to slack outside kudokudo jap stall.. It was damn cold and windy man, it like still raining loh. Is like around 5 plus we slack til 7 plus, so nice of her accompany me wait til my bf reach. I love that babe man !!! haha..b reach alr at orchard control station with his classmate, so we walk to the station haha and bestie wan see how my b look like haha. Very tall rite haha i know ..
Bestie left, i miss her alr =(

After that 7 ppl reach the station, we process to cineleisure meet up another 2 guys. brought the ticket bout 9 plus, was watching PUSH. Is very nice movie but still have so many nice movie coming soon, must WATCH argggghhhhh..
After buying the ticket, his classmate had dinner at subway then me and b went up to level 5 hotdog factory had our dinner there.. cuz subway doesnt suit me and i dont eat vegetable. I sound very evil like that sia, cuz his classmate eating subway and b accompany eat hotdog factory loh..

I still love the chicken baked rice loh haha, yummy!! :)
and i don wanna eat the spicy wings anymore, it doesnt taste spicy at all.
After dinner we went up to level 6, meet up the rest. Then start watching the movies. Movie end around 10:55pm, we slack outside cineleisure awhile and i think the rest decided to go home. So me and b left first, walk to wheelock cuz he park his bike at there. It sound very far but im ok with that cuz can spend time walking with b ma hehe..
Omg b, u make me miss you even more!! love you lotta heart!!

After that, while b is riding. It started raining not very big, just small rain.. So i pray hard not to rain, thank god never rain heavily!!! tyty
xoxo
shit i forgot to take pic with b, miss him until i forgot sia!!!
nevermind b coming down find me on wed hehe!!!

Reach gombak around 12, we went to 7 eleven buy drinks. Then b send me home, omg i give him very big hug loh!! until i cannot breathe properly haha..
his leavin soon, =(

Super Lag

hey bloggy,

she is listening to Jennifer Lopez - Hooked On You

Wahlau im super pissed man, my lappie is super lag.. my flashplayer cannot be downloading and the the songs also..
arghhhh.. when can i get myself a new lappie, when can i get the money to buy man!!!

so many things to buy yet i broke alr!!!

1. New Laptop/ or just get Hard drive
2. New Phone
3. New Clothing

Should i work another job like b? so nice of shawn ta bao lunch for me, didnt go out in the end cuz raining and i trying to saved up money to get the things i needed so badly...

He Surprised Me

hey bloggy,

she is listening to Lady Gaga - Poker Face

Waiting for your call, call i'm sick, call i'm angry
call i'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing

OMG!! few days time baby is going Taiwan for 8 days, he so poor thing man. b been so tired and working late hours.. And im always so slacking at work, i really want baby to work with me but my stupid boss lah, say he dont need any more guys, need more girls to work. F-ed la!!
Always complaint to him that im super boring and really have nothing to do, sleepy and tired but the truth is baby is more tired..
Baby came find me on the 3th of march, im so surprised that b came looking for me and told me that he pass his bike licence.. Im really so glad that b came find me, cuz i really really super duper miss him lot!!! xoxo
Is like we never see each other for like few days and b has less texting me.. but i never gets angry, cuz i understand bout some things lah..

Had supper yesterday with leon and shawn, it was raining man. Luckily when i reach gombak there's no rain until i reach the coffee shop then start raining heavy.. and germaine told me she's walking in the rain, siao ding dong loh haha..
We order 2 different type of carrot cake, one is black and another one is white cuz when i wanted to order. I order the white one, then leon wan black wan. So we order both lol..
Suddenly my face turned very blur and was day dreaming sia, and leon called me twice and i didnt realise he shouted at me, and i stil ask him why u talk so soft.
Cuz i kept thinking wad is b doing now! is he stil working at the kfc delivery cuz is raining ma, really scare he sick and over work sia..

I got so many things to tell lela but she's busy too!! but we will meet up very soon hees =D
i miss johnson, shi hui and germaine alr =(
i aim for the coach tote bag, omg is super nice sia!!! i also aim for the gucci too hees
but this month, my pay not alot =(
i wanna do some shopping with b and the girls too!!! but im broke arhhhhhhh..
camwhoring at home with my elmo, i dont wish to rot at home the whole day man!!!!!
uploading photos later =)

wanna give you my love

hey bloggy,

She is listening to Ciara ft Justin Timberlake - Love and Sex and Magic

Omgosh! silly me, thinking too much!
B called me, finally! i really miss him, b say he wanna fetch me tml!
At first i told him not to cuz he's sick, dont wanna trouble him.. wanna him to rest more yet i ...
hai, i still ask him come fetch me.. i cannot help it lah!
I really miss him, wanna hug him so tight..
B is having a fever, yet i cant go there pei him or even take good care of him.. i never being a good gf for him =(

b, i wanna be ur good girl
cuz i wanna give you the world
even all the stars above
wanna give you my love, yes all of my love

My ucler is getting bigger and bigger. So damn painful, cant eat well again!!!! had porridge this whole day, my face turn very pale. Try drink alot of water, lips super dry up!!!!!

At home all day watching downloading shows..

• The Forbidden Kingdom 2
• Slumdog Millionaire
• Tropic Thunder
• The Sisterhood Of The Traveling Pants

im still aiming for nokia E71 omg.. i dont know when can i brought the phone man.. Im broke man.. this month pay not enough for sure. =(

ps: i wanna thanks may for the little help and for always there supporting and pei me through =)

miss you

Hey Bloggy,

She is listening to Michelle Branch - Together

It doesn't matter how far apart we are now
you can add up all the miles in between
if you take a good look all around now
all you see is you and me.
When i look at myself in the mirror
i see you standing there smiling at me
and I'm right back in the beginning


N i miss you, where have u been this whole day! I dont know okay, im worried sick..
i did cry today, doing nothing.. thinking bout you all day long and nothing.
guess johnson heard the man voice cuz too much crying for no reason..
I just ...

wanna spend more time with you

And i have a painful ucler just beside my lip, hurt so badly. Cant really eat much, feeling so sad cuz cant see him..