Patapon 2, emo, change?

hey bloggy,

she is listening 2NE1 - Pretty Boy



Today i sleep alot, maybe because of yesterday. I went jon house play mahjong and i lose big time. fck i dont know what happen, i throw what out ppl will eat or win :(
maybe this few days about him make me lose...
maybe i should stop playing mahjong, i never lose til _________...

few days back i upload new photos to my facebook and all their comment is why your pics so emo, 'what happen to the happy girl i use to see!!!'
i dont know lah, maybe i change? but which part of me change? you tell me then, cuz i really dont know.

XP another crocs colleague who help me change my hp themes, now i can put cute themes in my hp :)
and i treat everyone eat subway cookie, see hard to find this kinda people rite. not everyone lah, just 4 or 5 ppl lah lol..

Thanks jason for the patapon 2, at first i was stuck but now i get the rymthm right alr. damn so many ppl going ns alr, must meet new people to hangout alr.. im playing my patapon now :)

im off tml, even book my salon appointment. Should get the high class wan de, nvm kenneth paying for me..!!!

i will never miss you ever

hey bloggy,

she is listening to Hey Monday - How You Love Me Now

Save it for her, im not gonna hear.
Your reasons and "please just take me backs"
we never were right, dont waste your breath.
You crashed and you're on your own tonight

Tell me how can you sleep?
How can you breathe?
i hate when you say how you love me now.

I hate you now, what you say is all fcking bullshit to me. I will not miss you or even thinkin about you anymore..
wtf i hope that someone will cut ur ____ and give the shark eat, wth tell me he wanna find someone to f with him. Cannot believe what i see and hear man, and everyone tellin me ur a nice boy but ure not ... i hate you lah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hope u kana bang or something, i hate you and i dont wanna see ur face!!!!!!!!

holland village. haagen dazs

hey bloggy,

she is listening to Atomic Kitten - Be With You

went holland had lovely food with kenneth and his 2 lovely friends. Take buses :(
i almost felt like puking but i didnt yayy me, i dont know why hanging out with you, i really feel very safe but u like guys :(

i didnt manage to buy macaron and macaron cup cakes :(
i wanna eat it so badly, when we reach the place the shops has alr close. wtf close at 6pm, but is damn wu loo place lah.



Looks so sweet and nice rite, kenneth buy for me!!

Well went we reach that place, we decided to go holland cuz is very near only so we take buses 4 stop to reach the place. Had ice cream at haagen dazs, that slack til 11.
Take cab back to gombak, cuz i dont wanna wait for any bus. i dont wanna puke again :(

im weak and timid i think.

i love you harder so

hey bloggy,

she is listening to Mariah Carey - Angel Cry

You're the direction i follow to get home
When i feel like i can't go on, you tell me to go
&& it's like i cant feel a thing without you around
and dont mind me if i get weak in the knees
'cuz you have that effect on me, you do.

Everything you say
everytime we kiss, i cant think straight but im okay.
&& i cant think of anybody else
who i hate to miss as much as i hate missing you.

Decided to blog today, cuz im feeling emo :(
i miss k but his angry and yes i admit is my fault. He can angry bout me cuz i shouldnt do it at the first place but i dont know why it just happen so fast..

so please, give me a hint! i really dont know what to do now?

N still at china studying for 2 weeks, but i dont think he cares anymore.
In the end im lonely again, nobody loves me like u do and nobody say sweet stuff and buy sweet stuff for me alr :(

Happy birthday to germaine, fed and xiao hui.

Sorry no pics update yet, but i love workin at crocs now. Got many beautiful friends <3

Tonight im gonna be emo til im sleeping with elmo ~
nvm no link but i still wanna type out..

busy busy

hey bloggy,

she is listening to Madonna - It's So Cool

pass this days i have been busy working, making new friends and wasted money until i really fcking broke.
Been taking cab recently, but not like yesterday lah haha..
Thanks amber bf who sponsors me cab fare, later im gonna go salon have full hair massage lol.

i love lady gaga and green day man, i have the lady gaga vma 09 video hehe..
i miss all my ladies must meet me kay!!!!!!!!
huihui and qiqi toooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

omg i really forgot wad i gonna write here alr man, im so lazy alr.
tml got workin also :(
u will see i work yawning all the wayyyyyyyy

i shall sleep the whole day :)

hey bloggy,

she is listening to Hey Monday - 6 Months

On the 15 of Sept, i got the longer hours i ever work but luckily i got ot pay lah. Had teriyaki chicken for my dinner break, afterwards i went buy a bubble tea.. haha i just loves the bouncy pearls lah.
I dont know why this week im feeling so tired man, i keep yawning while serving customer and my eyes like auto going to close sia.. haha jia wen say is true, i everything also tired and always feel damn sleepy haha...
But i need to work cuz i need money lah!!!!!!!

After 9 something we start doing stocking, it was damn tiring and no aircon at all. Damn hot sia, especially i dont get use to wearing a long jeans then work with no air con after 10pm like very uncomfortable.. Yeah ppl that knows me, u guys understand how i feel rite..

i think im the last 2nd person doing stock man, fadil was the last person wahaha. Take cab with derek cuz he stay jurong east hehe. reach home ard 2:45am man, then bath and stuff til 3 plus then sleep..

16 Sept 2009

sup called and ask me come at 1pm today but i woke up late. i woke up ard 12:40pm in the afternoon man, so i text him that i will be late, i will reach there by 2pm.

Faster prepare then take train, while taking train leon saw me then we take train together.

Drop down at cityhall and he pei me buy bread and mocha frappe at marina. then he off to marina play bowling with his friends, wah i wish i was there too but i was not lah.

Reach there by 2, eat my lunch then start working but i was lazy today cuz i was damn tired and i really dont have any energy to work seh.

And my crocs jacket was in the washing machine, so i was really damn cold in the afternoon loh. Call my mum that whether the jacket is dry anot cuz im freezing man, ard 4 plus my parents came and get pass me the crocs jacket, yayyy finally.

Then ard 5:30pm, had dinner with my parents. I decided to eat sushi and sakae hehe, and the china girl count wrongly saved $15 ++ haha, cuz i take 3 red plates and few colour wans and she only count 1 red plates and 11 colour haha..

At first i feel very weird, but hack care lah haha...

After dinner i went back work, parents took the bus back to gombak i think and i realise is raining outside man. How they leave marina without a umbrella sia, hmmmm

End work pretty late cuz missing money, reach home ard 11 something.

after bathing i was onlining and surfing net and of cos playing rest city at fb haha

Yes, finally tml im official off day haha.. i think i gonna rest the whole day, i should say i shall sleep the whole day haha..

finally my external hdd xoxo

hey bloggy,

she is listening to Toni Braxton - Yesterday

Sleep at 3:40am and woke up at 11am. Power anot, bath and stuff. Then ard 1:40pm meet besti at bukit batok mrt station, then we took the train together then drop down at city hall.. process to comex which is at suntec, then walk around looking for external hdd.. even went visit playcraft family, saw shi hui, germs, chelsea and hui ni. But shi hui very busy, sorry didnt say hi
:(

Then decided to buy my external hdd at samsung, i brought the 500gb at $139 and choose my favourite colour brown hehe... after that besti wanna buy hp screen protector and this china auntie trying to cheat our money..wtf $10 for one hp screen protector..

me and besti kept thinking whether should we buy or not to buy.
china auntie say i sell u $8 loh..
Then i realise she trying to cheat ppl money so i decided to say $5, if not we dont buy and she say ok.. haha heng ar can save up another $5 man..

After we brought buy what we want, we walk to marina then besti decided to go plaza sing so we walk back to city hall mrt station then take train to dolby G.
Then went plaza sing crocs, omfg how come marina dont have hot boys and plaza sing got so many. ok lah not so many is only 2 i think really cute haha..
after besti get her free shoes, we headed to hot tomato express had our late lunch. Both order the same food but the food suck to the max lah..
After our late lunch we headed to fareast plaza meet her boyfriend, he was angry cuz we were late. What do u expect we walk from plaza sing to fareast plaza leh, not taking trained loh..
After the shoppin at fareast plaza, we went wisma isetan, tang then hereen and then the bf decided to go bugis.
So i decided to go home, took train back to gombak. Book my appointment at 8:40pm at gombak salon, then reached liao have full hair massage lol. Cuz tml working liao, i dont want my hair freaking messy loh..

ok online awhile then play alittle bit of rest city at fb then sleep liao, walk the whole day, and not enough of sleep. Need to get fcking long rest..

work.late.topshop.ipod <3

hey bloggy,

she is listening to Leona Lewis - Happy

12 Sept 09

Finally today she get to wake up early for work, but no she didnt. She was fucking late for work, wahlau she leave house at 12:30pm, and start work at 1pm. Is the 3rd day of comex show, wah cityhall link for today is like traffic jam sia.. and some more is weekend wahlau i must shout excuse me until ppl can give me walk through sia.. humph

i dont know today i got luck or am i just freaking lucky. i was having my dinner break at 5pm, i went toilet and i found a mini ipod. Then the toilet has no ppl at all, just me only. wah so i just take only haha... sound very bad person rite, dont care lah so i put inside my pocket and then ta bao my dinner. Went ta bao nasi lemah, then process to topshop and brought one top at there $23, even brought few accessories hehe..

I just realise i know a girl from hillgrove and she's workin at marina haha, omg she is so sweet person..lol i have no idea why i say something like that but the look really makes me think she's a very sweet person lah, she older than me by 1yr haha..sweet lah..

Working today is damn jia lat cuz is like damn dusty until i cannot tahan, my sensitive face is now freaking itchy.. tml goin to comex with besti, so i should get some rest alr.
i will upload pics tonite maybe.. lol

NUM Member card

Hey bloggy,

She is listening to Esmee Denters - Admit It

Been very lazy to blog, and i realise i cannot imagine life without him by my side. Yes is N____, why am i feeling this way, seeing couples everywhere just remind me bout him.

Chatting with Kenneth and start talkin bout shark fin. Then he off line ard 8pm and told me to wait for his called and then ard 8:40pm. Kenneth called and say he went ta bao shark fin for me, such a sweet guy rite but we're just good friend and no string attached cuz he knows i cant left go of one person.

I did chat with him when he online and i do really miss his voice and all the sweet things too..

he got another accident and just kana the finger..i dont wanna lose him :(

hope baby N can fetch me home from work, 15 of Sept i will be staying back to finish stocking. This few days my sup put me stand by which is off all the way, no job no pay :(

On Wednesday i went comex at suntec which is on the first day nothing much, then walk pass citylink newurbanmale. They're having 50% off for each of the tee shirt, brought 2 top. $59 dollar, hell cheap but after i spend i realise i really broke like hell and i stop myself from buying.

One of the staff, so damn sweet. gimme num 10% member card for free :)

Then i went in fox and saw 2 top no sleeve and is damn cheap, and my hands are both damn itchy..

Friends went smoking, so i visit crocs and they dont really like num stuff. Everyone thinkin is like gay shop or something but i like the tees and most of my tees brought from there. Then meet Kenneth and his friends for dinner. beside DXO there is this hawker centre, one of his friend order 3 sting ray, satay and coconuts.

Wahlau hawker centre sell so ex sia, after that take cab home. Suddenly not feeling well, so reach home ard 8-9pm..

If u ask me am i addicted! Yes im addicted to FB Restaurant City, keep asking for the trades and stuff lol. Wad can i do, if i go out i will non stop buying and i really need to stop buying cuz i seriously broke alr..

Happy birthday to me <3

hey bloggy,

She is listening to Soulja Boy - Its My birthday

Yeah, i am no longer a teenager girl. Im a big girl now, 20 years old and i sound pretty old sia.
Thanks for the present ppl, i love it!!!!!
And the cute cupcakes too. I love my parents lah, both big angbao and father went buy crystal jade sharkfin FOR ME haha.

Yesterday i went to collect my cakes at Bakerzin, i will upload the pictures soon cuz im kinda tired.
meet some friend after that, thanks for the present guys :)

Today mornin i suddenly almost felt like im gonna faint man, cuz the ucler ba and my second day of my period. Really damn feeling no mood at all but thanks to the ppl who call and cheer me up, damn i love you guys.. kenneth is always there for me when im in a bad mood, he always do many weirdo things to cheer me hehe. Dont stop ok haha, even thought i keep thinkin like u shooting me or bully me but i like ok haha..

When to see a doctor and the doctor was shock cuz he say he never seen this huge before. YEAH MY UCLER IS FREAKIN BIG AND IS FA YENG. Full of germs inside, i cant even chew or eat my favourite food like shark fin. I take 1 hour plus to finish up the damn shark fin, tml have work too. Was hoping i can claim the money back cuz is super ex, $32 sia...

By the way thanks for all the wishes at FB, u know i love you guys hehe xoxo
yeah im goin to the comex show, was hoping i can buy something there.
ok i gotta go get some rest, my fcking ucler is damn painful.. and i got work tml too..

i wanna relax baby

hey bloggy,

she is listening to Miley Cyrus - Obsessed

Finally i can relax, work 3 days straight. Walk 10 min everyday to reach my working area, and my lips are super dry becuz the air con is freezing cold.
Always reach work, my hair is freaking messy and my supervisor keep say wah ur hair why suddenly so messy. Of cuz lah i late for work ma, but luckily dont need to punch card haha..
Recently has been raining, always feel like sleeping but didnt sleep well cuz got work loh and legs always feel damn cramp. Guess i took long never stand that why keep arguing!!

I keep telling myself not to eat fried food, but i keep eating now got one huge ucler beside my right teeth and when i bite something is super painful loh. Is like one big ant bite my mouth :(
kenneth keep disturbing me say i cannot anyhow kiss ppl, he super kns lah..humph
He only know how to bully me loh, stupiddddddddddddd lahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!

Tml working afternoon shift guess after my dinner with my friends going home straight and rest. I went salon today, do treatment and my really likes my hair alr. Even my sweet shawn think my hair looks better, $90 for treatment i think is worth it lah haha...
Even online with nigel hehe :)
i really missed him!!!!!

3 more days to my birthday haha, i wonder i got how many P haha
Anyway i got a 2 full album of boys like girls and pitbull. If anyone likes nudge me haha..
omg my mum gonna force me to drink bird nest alr, hate that horrible drink lah!!!!!!!!!!