i feel.....

Sometimes you just need to cry and be sad. You need to break down and be torn apart. You need to learn now to pick yourself up and put yourself back together. Sometimes, the only way to be happy is to give into sadness first, cause without sadness, there’s no happiness, you would never learn to smile.

Love is such a strong word. When we were just little kids, we always thought that love was about hugs, kisses and happiness. But as we grow older, we’ve also come to realise that love isn’t just about happiness; it’s also about rejections, tears and riding through the pain the each heartache brings.

I feel very bad, i feel like im a bad person now. hurting each other feelings, selfish and the way i react.
i really hate myself, hate the way i react. God please changed me..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENNETH

Yesterday went eyebrow trimming at 4pm, then after appt meet ron at raffles mall. Had our lunch then process to marina sqaure watch movie, guess wad we watching haha. TOOTH FAIRY omg is a must watch show lah, even saw alvin lol, ok lah is he saw me and shouted my name very loud.
movie end then take cab back to gombak and thanks ron for the movie, i enjoy watching it :)

BIGGEST PRESENT EVER
(i know u gonna laugh, but i really hope u like it lah. but i dont think ppl dare loh, see i dare lol..)

holland v, haagen dazs.

hey bloggy,

she is listening to Keri Hilson ft Akon - Change Me




Watched Fame and Whiteout yesterday nite, then sleep ard 5am in the morning. Woke up ard 1 plus, then online with brandy and his cousin :)
then ard 6 plus i went salon, did my hair treatment. After that ard 7 something brandy came fetch me cuz the mother invited me for dinner, i know rite so damn sweet lah..

Having dinner with brandy family and other relatives too, at Holland village de crystal jade. wow rite haha, i only met the mum like 3 time and she just invited me loh. I was very shy la cuz totally dont know anyone except brandy himself and his cousin bryan.
The 1st and 2nd dish i didnt eat much cuz most dishes are prawn and some vegetables that i dont know how to eat. 3rd dish best lah, the mother suddenly ask me Nicole i heard that you love shark fin, i specially order for you :)
i was like oh erm, haha ok thank you auntie

First time friend mother treat me super nice loh, i really mean it loh..
After dinner, we went have desert at haagen dazs ice cream.
Me and brandy share together. we decided to order Passion Waffle Delight, is like Luscious Mango & Passion Fruit ice cream and Summer Berries & Cream ice cream, served with a warm Belgian waffle and seasonal fruit.
Sound nice and sweet rite, i know even the mum love it XDXD



Finish eating, we just slack ard. The relatives left first then the parents send me back to gombak. :)
i keep saying auntie tytyty loh, and she keep say i very shy.. i really damn shy loh.. just imagine lah, dont know each other well loh..

313@somerset

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she is listening to Owl City - Fireflies

Been shopping lately cuz chinese new year is coming, but until now i didnt manage to buy anything that is bright in colour, all i pick up is grey, black and white.
Yesterday before working bbf pei me to hola & co. And i manage to brought the 2 top that i wanted so badly, but is bbf pay :)
then he go back to sch study, and i walk back to work. I came early for work too and that is probably a good thing cuz i've been always late for work :(

End work ard 8:49pm, went bysi. Manage to buy a top only $18 after 50% lol. but the staff service is super poor, seriously have no manner.
especially aunties arghhhhhhhh.

came home ard 9 plus, then put my bags. use the lappy awhile, waiting for brandy to reach. B FOR BRANDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then he drive his car out to clementi makan :)
then fetch me back. awwww sweet person rite, then online with new ppl :)

All the awesome-ness friend :)
sleep ard 3plus then woke up ard 11 plus. myron msg me :)
then cant go back sleep liao, bath and prepare then watch tv awhile. Ard 2 plus meet besti at bb mrt then take train together, to somerset 313 :)
i manage to buy 2 top and 1 bottom and even may birthday present. Sorry lousy friend, birthday present have to wait until im free then can go buy. :(

But the top from ribbons is super duper nice lah, ppl do support that shop :)
i spend over $100 inside the shop loh, meaning the top and bottom is duper nice!
After that we process to forever 21, saw zul :)
anyway his my working colleague, but me and besti cannot find anything that we like.

Had our early/dinner at hot dog factory, yummy chicken baked rice and triple cheesy hot dog.
take alot of pics, using besti new nikon camera. 12.5 megapixas loh, is damn clear lah.. and both of us just love the damn effect. hehe

happy 21th birthday maymay

hey bloggy,

she is listening to Kevin Rudolf ft birdman, lil wayne - I Made It

came back from chalet, abit hangover alr man.
first day was fun, bbq and ice cream cakes too.. got complaint 4 times if im not wrong.
ard 1 plus play dia dee loser have to drink. im just lucky that i win like alot and less cards too only lose one time, and i kana drink the rare vodka.
And my face just turn super red.
like the monkey backside, after that we play black jack. had martell with coke :)

ard 7 plus in the morning everyone left, then went to lie down have some rest but i just couldnt sleep at all, i just don know why too. next day afternoon joyce and me wake up ard 11 plus had chilli crab meat, chicken nuggets and satays. Thanks joyce, she's the one cook for me just so nice lah...
watching show on vivian laptop, done watching alvin and the chipmunk 2 and jennifer body.
ard 7 cousin all came celebrate, and lots of pictures taking.

all photos uploaded to facebook.. im kinda tired alr.

MDIS or BMC?!

hey bloggy,

she is listening to Jason Derulo - She Flys Me Away

anyway been busy working, and no time for facebook-ing. Especially my rest city 3 days never play alr, still considering wad school to study.
i probably taking Diploma in hotel management at other MDIS or BMC. i not very sure how much is MDIS, but for BMC it will be ard 9k ba cuz full payment breakdown for 5 months fees is $6659, yeah and cuz this course i wanted to study is 8 months to graduate. Sounds like not bad rite?

i miss him, been busy study. oh well cannot all blame him, i also actually :(
i wanna watch all the nice nice movie lah!!!
anyway it's like 3.52am alr, i better go get some sleep or else i cannot wake up and prepare for chalet hehe.
Oh yeah is actually may 21 birthday chalet hehe, i miss all my ite friends already!!!
i didnt really thought i can make it but who cares, i can now :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAY WANG CHUN PING :)

high fever, vomit and 2 injections.

hey bloggy,

she is listening to Carrie Underwood - Ever Ever After

Yesterday suppose to go meetin at ard 8.30am then work 1pm but i didnt go cuz ard 1 plus i went to sleep then ard 4am the pain all come in 1 time. Having high fever and i vomit 3 times while i drink a warm water cuz feeling thirsty.
i msg my supervisor that i may not be able to come as i feeling really sick, at ard 11 plus i went to see a doctor and the doctor give me 2 injection, and is just really damn painful. I seriously cried, they all blame me, they say is only ants bite de feeling but is not. i cannot even walk properly loh.. came home have porridge for lunch then had medicine. 12 plus sleep until the next day, now i feel abit recover but pray hard that i recover faster abit cuz i wanna go work...
as i told the doctor i just take a one day mc enough.

Sherlock Holmes and Marché®

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she is listening to Play - What is Love?

meet vicky today at orchard ion at ard 2 something, then walk around. vicky manage to buy a top and i didnt cuz i cannot find something i like, i only for sponge on the shoulder type but i just cannot find any. Then vicky pei me find something for lunch, went this curry restaurant at the basement and the shop name very cute. Its calles GOGO CURRY.

The curry doesnt look like curry sause, look like tomato sause but after i eat. It doesnt taste very badly, actually kinda nice. And i realise if ppl need more curry sause, need to top up $3.
After lunch, we decided to go wisma then process to hereen.
And b want me to help him find a new sling bag, and i did. Very simple and nice :)

So ard 5.50pm, Walk to plaza sing meet b :)
then we went to watch our show, was watching Sherlock Holmes. Damn nice i tell you, i really thought is more to guy show not suitable for girls but actually i really like it.
After movie, we rush to take train to somerset then walk to hereen buy the fourskin sling bag. And b manage to buy the sling bag for school tml, and me buy nothing. After buying we went somerset 313 shopping mall, went forever 21 but didnt manage to buy one cuz some i like but doesnt have my size damn angry.
but we went had our dinner at Marché® unique European marketplace ard 10 plus. Had pasta :)

After dinner, b send me to cityhall then take train back to gombak. b got classes tml at 8.30am, damn early i know. i also loh 8.30am sharp on the sat, having my crocs retail meeting again at plaza sing. wahlau rite...

awesome ness

hey bloggy,

she is listening to Jessica Mauboy - Let Me Be Me

yayyy besti transfer to marina!! tml get to see her :)
and aisah leaving alr :(
cannot disturb her alr, cuz she not working anymore..
i miss kahboon so much!!

01.01.10
work 2pm to 4+ am in the next morning, cuz redoing the stock take. Then next day working 2pm to 10pm, wah damn not enough sleep man..
omg i forget what i wanna type here alr, hmmmmmmmm

playing restaurant city on facebook, why everybody dont wanna join the fun lol..
just downloaded a few new song, and is damn awesome lah!!!!
enjoy:-

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Don Omar Ft. Daddy Yankee - Hasta Abajo
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Jason Derulo - Sky's The Limit (Single Version)
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