#fml.

I don't know whether should i be angry or sad because i don't know.

Maybe my friends are right, i don't need a relationship now since he doesn't trust me and like what's the point in this relationship if he/she doesn't trust you.

Recently i went to find jobs, like not all the jobs is hiring and that's sucks. i'm trying not to ask my parents money as i know money is hard to get and earn. I know they're worried about me, but i know how to take care of myself.

I love him, i always do. But i don't think he does. sigh

-don't ask whether i'm okay, obviously i'm not.

i'm selling some items that i did not wore before and hoping they will buy it, because i need money so badly. I don't even care whether i'm sick or well a not. Turning 23 is not gonna make me feel younger anymore, i need to know i'm gonna control this money and i need to be stable at something. Wah this makes me sound very old, but life suck. #FML.