What did i do again and why everyone angry at me. I really trying my best to change, and i did. People say that "no action, only just talking". I really want to prove to you that everything i said is true, i will prove to you. Sometimes i break my promises, well i admit i cant compare a person who has a job and i don't. I still ask my parents for allowance but not often anymore and i'm not rich. Seeing you, just makes me happy for some reason but what does it mean because i really don't know. God is not helping at all, the more i do just makes everyone even angry at me more.

Why do i have this emotional thing inside me, that always makes me so weak and i mean i just can't control my tear, i just makes me cry for hours till i have swollen eyes. Sometimes, just because i don't cry doesn't mean my heart won't. Just because i come off as strong doesn't mean there nothing wrong.