i'm stress

Wah i'm very stress now, because i quit the current job which was located at 1 Raffles place. Have u heard of 1-Altitude gallery bar, past few days i was working there and the manager is not satisfy me while i'm working and it makes me even more stress because i'm new and i have so much things to learn and remember. Working as a host was not easy, seriously have no experience at all. I admit i'm slow learner and i get emotional sometimes. First day of job was super nervous, people there are nice but they talk to themselves as if i'm transparent to them and i'm little hurt and i didn't really enjoy working there. Boy came fetch me from work, we didn't go home, we end up playing lans at chamber til 5am. Boy send me home, knowing that his tired yet he still come to fetch me. Thanks really appreciate.

My fourth day didn't go so well, i mean when the manager not around, i was working damn smoothly and even the staff there think so too. But when the manager come spot check me, i suddenly get super nervous till i forget everything, and it makes me weak for no reason. He start saying things that i really cannot take it and i almost cry but i didn't, forcing myself not to cry because working is tough and i need to be strong. But when he say the word "i'm not suitable for this job, maybe i might let go of you". This makes me sound like i'm useless in this company, i mean i really did try my best and seriously i'm trainee here, there is so much things to learn yet so little time. I tell myself today would be my last day, i should just end tonight and not coming back the next day. Like seriously, what is the point of coming back since the manager say it so clearly that i'm not "Suitable". Means they cannot wait for a trainee that long enough. He always like to compare me with a Filipino and the feeling suck big time.

So here i am jobless, maybe i should just take the final project because it end faster than interns. 3 months for final project, then compare to 6 months interns. Boy and my dad think i should just take final project but friend thinks interns better because i get to gain experiences. So how, i got this weekend to think about and monday i have to let the school know already. i'm really damn confuse now!!!!!!!