I did something bad and stupid. i'm gonna lose both and i knew it cause it happening to me right now. I know i don't deserve a second chance and whatever i say you won't believe me, right now.

You can't totally blame me, you were away for so long and when i needed you, you was not there for me. So what if you giving me freedom, when i want someone to talk too, are you even there? No, you are not there and who the hell am i gonna talk too, no one. Fuck my tear, keep making me crying non stop, arghhh i hate my life cause is damn sucky.

Just scold me whatever you want, cause you won't forgive me already. Fuck i don't wanna write anymore, cause it hurting so bad and i don't like the feeling at all. knnccb!!!!!!