her boyfriend

Hey bloggy,

She is listening to 3 Door Down - Be Like That

She was crying because of her boyfriend again.

Then her best guy friend came up and gave her

a hug and said: "You're right. Us guys can be jerks."

I think that everyone can change if the right person comes along. And i think that every girl wants to be the right person, every girl wants to be the one girl that can change that guy.

Is almost 8 days and i cant even contact my boyfriend, almost half of them ask me go his house find him. And until now i still dont know how to go, im stupid rite. Is like if im gonna take cab go, how should i tell the uncle cuz im not exactly know which area and i only can say vivo?

I miss him like everyday, every mins and every second. I cant cheer myself up even though when im working, outside i look normal but inside im not in a good mood and always felt that im all alone again. I kept telling myself that nicole koh dont think so much, maybe his just busy working. But why isnt he texting me or even picking up my call. =(

Even though he pick up but he never say anything, i dont know man i really damn sad sia. Even my the guys cant cheer me up, hai.

Yesterday play dia dee almost the whole day, yiling and shi hui came visiting us then johnson came too.. but awhile only..then had supper with leon and shawn. Had fish head curry and black pepper crab!

Anyway thank guys i know you all trying to cheer me up but i dont know why i cant. Sorry if i so sudden felt emo-ing. I dont like to be emo, help me!!!