25 April 09

hey bloggy,

she is listening to Flo Rida ft Nelly Furtado - Jump

omg im finally have my new cellphone, nokia E71!! but sad part is i lost all my contact number and im really damn f-ed up why im so clumsy.

but i gain something back, and im so happy!!!

anyway i love the pictures that i upload, nice rite.. i know lol

anyway went plaza sing buy my phone then went body shop buy stuff.. spend over 50 buck. Wah now im really damn broke spend totally of 400 buck man..

b came find me awhile, and im so happy that he came down find me after his work. Now i just realise that he had 3 jobs and he didnt have any off days cuz he work everyday..

anyway i cant go out, cuz nicole stomach very painful must listen to him. Stay home rest well !!

Tml working alr, damn sian..

So Happy

PICK A GUY.
ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS.
IF YOU'RE GONNA LIE, DON'T DO IT.

1. Would you say he is hot?
Probably

2. Does he go to your school?
No

3. Do you like him?
Yes

4. How long have you liked him for?
Valentine day

5. Ever dated him?
Yes

6. Ever cry over him?
Guess so

7. What songs remind you of him?
Katy Perry - Thinking of you.

8. Do you know his name?
Yes

9. How old is he?
my age.

10. Last time you talked to him?
Today

11. Does he know how you feel?
Probably

12. Think about him alot?
Yes, so much

13. Ever kiss him before?
Yes

14. What does he look like?
Human

15. Is he older than you?
yeah his may and mine's september

16. Does he have a girlfriend?
No

17. Would you date him?
Yes

18. Ever see him cry before?
no.

19. How often do you talk about him?
When his not busy

20. Anyone know you like him?
i think i totally read this question wrong.

21. When's his birthday?
May 5th

22. Ever hang out with this person, just the two of you?
Yeahhh

23. Have his phone number?
yeahhh. :\

24. Are you going to call him anytime soon?
Usually he will call

25. Do you think he'll read this?
not really, he dont use comp often

26. Are you his friend?
Probably

27. Has he ever given you anything?
yeah but still at his house

28. Have any pictures of him?
yeah

29. Anyone else like him?
Maybe

30. Do you think you have a chance?
Yes

31. Last time you saw him?
March 26

32. Brave enough to name him?
Nigel
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hey bloggy,

24 April 09 (Fri)

She is listening to Mandy Moore - I Wanna Be With You

Omg i dont know why today im super happy, duper happy man!! xoxo
he texted me today!!!

him: Why do you love me so much?
nicole: why i cannot love you, dont you love me?
him: I Love =)

awwww i knew it haha, he just need some times cuz his been busy and i told him i willing to wait.. omg i really do love him very much, im so happy i didnt give up. few guys think i changed, did i?
maybe i do change but is a right things rite?

so many question marks rite, yeah loh i dont know why either..
??????????????????????????
Today i never go out, resting at home watching my korean action drama then tml i go buy my phone wahahaha.
another thing is my father treat me very good and im very happy too cuz i wish i have a happy family and i can had dinner with my parents again. i really missed having dinner with my parents cuz i usually eat alone if im at work and had dinner with friends. And mostly i had supper with my mummy and my other group of friends.

i miss my bestie, she got bf alr and even had a new job.
i miss hangin out with her, shoppin, movies and cam whoring lol
omg i miss that girl man!!!

Someday we will be together

hey bloggy,

she is listening to Jordin Sparks - Worth The Wait

I feel what I've been feeling for you
means i am falling for you
something's opened up inside of me
&& i dream in shades that only can be
The colors of you and me
i think we both know what that means
i stand inside this promise i made to myself
that i was meant for you

Worth all the long nights dreaming of forever
someday we will be together
i know it will have been so worth the wait
please wait for me

His first message for today is Do You Love Me?
like of cos lah, i really so happy he still remember to text me. i missed him. but wad?
he never say :(
i told myself i wont give up this love and i really hope he will settle everything sooner cuz i willing to wait.

Working alone will make me think of a lot of things, and emo-ing. I really will die sia working alone but one good news i don't need to do stock taking anymore wahaha.. but more bored ok and is worse cuz more doing nothing inside the shop loh...
ok, dont laugh! guess wad i finally know how to mop the floor, today i finally know how to mop and damn dulan yiling brother steven, damn pissed me sia. Cant u see i mopping the floor, still ask that kids to walk inside.. damn it he make me shout inside the shop sia omg..
Anyway last few days i really have no idea how to mop, dont know why still got so many water and then james shows up and he laugh at me, wtf. Then he very good he help me take new mop water and even help me mop the whole shop wahahaha..
He so sweet can, and he still like an 5 yr old kid wanna rainbow ice cream -.- lol

And i need to mention something, im fat and ugly. Cuz i've been having supper every night, last time i seldom had supper but i dont know why i suddenly feel so hungry and i ate like a pig and i think he definately dont love me anymore cuz im FAT!

Tml i really decided to buy a phone, no matter how much is it. I still wanna buy alr, i cannot stop myself not to buy cuz is still expensive.
Cuz my phone damn cannot make it, i know i keep saying that but really loh. Alot of my friends text me like a few hours ago, then more than a hour then i receive the message leh. Then sometimes people call me, i really have no idea my phone is not ringing loh. Damn f-ed up sia..
My brother damn tok kong, he ask me to buy his girlfriend handphone, cuz she's using the nokia n71. Please loh i dont want a 2nd hand handphone loh, she really think i really cannot affort cuz is too expensive. No way i gonna use her phone, i will buy my own using my money.

There is another 150 buck and i never use it cuz i wanna celebrate his birthday if i can lah, cuz his _ _ _ _?????
I wanna give him surprise but i scare he never shows up, and my heart will break into pieces.
I am 100% sure, im really deep falling inlove with him.
kelvin came visit me. Then ask him to accompany me go ta bao my dinner, then he slack awhile inside the shop and then got 2 guy came inside my shop and ask me number..

one look damn ah beng another one act until very cool look but i feel like vomiting..
Came ask me number cuz they say im very cute, but i rejected them as i told them im not looking for any new friends now.
kelvin thinks im too mean? where got!!

Thinkin' of you

hey bloggy,

she is listening to Lindsay Lohan - Over

I miss his voice,
his hug, his kiss, his everything.

Yesterday 5 am in the morning then went to sleep, woke up around 12 plus. get up my butt go bath and prepare, meet may around my area cuz she went to buy her jeans at my area. Then after meeting each other we took train to somerset, then process to cineleisure. Had our lunch at hotdog factory, after lunch we went to kbox.
K box end at 7pm then we chiong down to level 5 cinema buy ticket watch 17 Again (7:20pm)!! The movie going to start alr, so we went in early cuz also nothing to do lol.

After the movie around around 9:15pm, we shop around hereen then may fill up some form cuz she is looking for jobs.
Most of the shop has close, so we decided to go home around 10. Then took seperate train, reach gombak around 10:40pm. And had supper at mac with my another group of friends, is a last min call from leon.

Today not going out cuz i wanna spend time playing with my baby niece and my 5yr old nephew..

Hilton Hotel

hey bloggy,






She is listening to Cold play - Shiver

I miss you most when I'm driving alone
and that song comes on the radio.
You know the one you always used to sing to me,
no matter how much grief i gave you.
You always sang it and i always smiled at you.

Yesterday woke up around 4 pm in the noon, bath and stuff then watch Code Name: The Cleaner.
After that around 6 plus took train to woodland. Then my uncle came fetch us to Hilton hotel, one of my cousin wedding. Well is my mother side, not very close but just go loh.
Hilton Hotel food suck, accept for the shark fin i ate 2 big bowl man. But i like something new, every wedding dinner will always have a little gift like chocolate or sweet candy but this time is something more cooler than ever which is a POKER CARD. Damn awesome idea right, and the packaging is damn sweet lah omg. I can bring for work and ask my staff play dia dee sia..

Then the thing end around 11pm, then my uncle fetch us home. Reach home 11:30pm, getting headache when on the way home, it hurt so bad than i brought some seaweed chicken at my house pasamalam just started yesterday. OMFG I'm having a very bad sore throat man, and i still dare to eat fried food and even soft drinks too.

i miss him, really.
i know his busy and stuff.
when i see couple riding bikes, it reminds me together with him. I really missed the days so badly and almost everyday i keep waiting for u to call and text me.
But i feel that I'm getting more busy, i don't know why I've so many things to do. I wanna take a big break but i still need money, his birthday is getting nearer and i wanna celebrate for me.
i wanna take a whole weekdays off cuz i wanna spend each days with him, my friends think is very sweet but i still think is still not sweet enough.
omg i sound so wad rite but i really love him so badly.

kbox

hey bloggy,

She is listening to David Cook - A Daily Anthem

Yesterday 5am in the morning then sleep, then wake up around 11:45pm in the noon.
Then around 1 meet germaine at gombak mrt station, after meeting each other we took the train then drop down at orchard mrt meet may.
Then 3 of us walk to fareast plaza had our lunch at the wanton noodle which is at level 5, after lunch we just walk around the mall. Omg i wanna buy clothing but i didnt cuz i need to buy my new phone soon.. im waiting for the next starhub anniversary promotion hehe.
Then we process to basement 1 had our desert hehe, had ice cream at SLICE. After eating finish we walk to hereen, then shop around and then decided to go cineleisure but it started raining heavily sia.. omg then germaine damn power lah, she dont need a umbrella loh. Lucky may got bring umbrella so i share with her..
Then thought maybe we can go watch movie but all fully booked alr, then we decided to go kbox which is on level 8.

Saw yingying sister so she give us 10% discount =).. Sing until i got abit sore throat man, omg i really sound like barbie doll sia but germaine sing very cute loh haha..
We sing until 9pm and cost 70 buck sia.. is it ex?
Then we decided to go home cuz germaine before 10.30pm must reach home, had supper with my mummy cuz i cannot find anyone pei wo makan.. had roti prata omg i saw my ex japang omg his married alr..
Reach home online awhile but around 1 plus i sleep alr cuz too tired alr...

her boyfriend

Hey bloggy,

She is listening to 3 Door Down - Be Like That

She was crying because of her boyfriend again.

Then her best guy friend came up and gave her

a hug and said: "You're right. Us guys can be jerks."

I think that everyone can change if the right person comes along. And i think that every girl wants to be the right person, every girl wants to be the one girl that can change that guy.

Is almost 8 days and i cant even contact my boyfriend, almost half of them ask me go his house find him. And until now i still dont know how to go, im stupid rite. Is like if im gonna take cab go, how should i tell the uncle cuz im not exactly know which area and i only can say vivo?

I miss him like everyday, every mins and every second. I cant cheer myself up even though when im working, outside i look normal but inside im not in a good mood and always felt that im all alone again. I kept telling myself that nicole koh dont think so much, maybe his just busy working. But why isnt he texting me or even picking up my call. =(

Even though he pick up but he never say anything, i dont know man i really damn sad sia. Even my the guys cant cheer me up, hai.

Yesterday play dia dee almost the whole day, yiling and shi hui came visiting us then johnson came too.. but awhile only..then had supper with leon and shawn. Had fish head curry and black pepper crab!

Anyway thank guys i know you all trying to cheer me up but i dont know why i cant. Sorry if i so sudden felt emo-ing. I dont like to be emo, help me!!!