missing someone

hey bloggy,

She is listening to Girlicious - My Boo

All my life, i'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
& make everything okay

You're the one thing i got right
The only one i let inside
Now i can breathe, cause you're here with me

Still sick, but going to work soon. cant sleep well, thinking of _ _ _ _ _ .
people talking back stuff, i know why. but i don noe how to explain to him/her, dont care bout what you people think.
I also missing someone else, but his avoiding me. I don know is he still busy or not there, trying to contact him but he doesnt answer back. guess people change, hai ~

Thanks john for accompany me the whole afternoon, so nice of him. but his leaving soon, cuz he got school over there.. i miss danny and bobby too!!!
We slack around mac, chit chatting haha. he got alot of lame jokes to tell me, haha is really very lame but im still happy loh. i know his trying to cheer me up lah..

My mummy so nice lah, cuz im broke alr. She still buy me shorts loh.. my house selling the shorts damn cheap lah..only $18. yayy..
Still coughin, throat damn itchy. This time i really need to listen to doctors and john, john scold me =(

On phone with john now, i cant sleep is already 2:26am. Still not sleepy, i gonna have a panda eyes soon. im not pretty alr, im ugly girl.
should i give up this love?
i don know, my life is very comfusing. People asking me to give up, but i don know how too..