LOVE, NICOLE

quote one tree hill

2012-01-24T18:02:00.001+08:00

At this moment there are 6,470,818,672 people in the world. Some are running scared. some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just not facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world, six billion souls. And sometimes... all you need is one.

Dear John

2012-01-22T03:10:00.000+08:00

let it out

2012-01-22T03:06:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, we want to say this to someone:

"You suck. You're an insensitive, inconsiderate, selfish,

cruel, thoughtless mean person who doesn't deserve

to be cared for by a person like me.

I wish you could just disappear,

so you couldn't hurt me anymore!"

But when we open our mouth to say it,

it comes out a little softer like:

"It's ok. I still love you."

2012-01-22T03:00:00.000+08:00

2012-01-22T02:59:00.002+08:00

She's strong because she knows what it's like to be weak.

She keeps a guard, because she knows what it's like to cry herself to sleep.

love

2012-01-22T02:55:00.001+08:00

When you feel cold and warm at the same time,

when you read over the same line for the tenth time,

when your heart and thoughts somehow appears to rhyme,

and when a simple name conquers your whole mind,

then you are in deep trouble my friend... you are in what they call,

"love."

2012-01-22T02:51:00.002+08:00

CNY

2012-01-22T02:50:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year, everybody say HUAT AH.

unknown

2012-01-22T02:40:00.002+08:00

As we grow up, we learn that even the person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with him/her, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take many pictures, laugh much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. You just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what he/she means to you. Speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend; fall asleep while watching the sun comes up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love, and most of all live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

#fml.

2012-01-10T01:15:00.004+08:00

I don't know whether should i be angry or sad because i don't know.

Maybe my friends are right, i don't need a relationship now since he doesn't trust me and like what's the point in this relationship if he/she doesn't trust you.

Recently i went to find jobs, like not all the jobs is hiring and that's sucks. i'm trying not to ask my parents money as i know money is hard to get and earn. I know they're worried about me, but i know how to take care of myself.

I love him, i always do. But i don't think he does. sigh

-don't ask whether i'm okay, obviously i'm not.

i'm selling some items that i did not wore before and hoping they will buy it, because i need money so badly. I don't even care whether i'm sick or well a not. Turning 23 is not gonna make me feel younger anymore, i need to know i'm gonna control this money and i need to be stable at something. Wah this makes me sound very old, but life suck. #FML.

i need a fresh start!

2012-01-02T00:29:00.004+08:00

2011 has been a funny old year.I've had regrets & sadness, with a little bit of happiness thrown in roll on 2012, I need a fresh start!

Need money so badly, work almost everyday making myself weak and sick. I just quit my job, too tough and tiring. Probably getting a new part time job, nobody will understand, i don't think even my boyfriend will too. All he might think is i got a new bf or i forgotten about him and no matter what i say he doesn't trust me. I can sense that our relationship is further apart and he's probably dating someone who loves him more than i do.

Comparing is a very strong word for me. i don't know why, i just think it that way. Girls that are prettier than me, smarter than me, richer than me. See what i mean, i really think i don't deserve to be with him.

He wants to have a privacy life, i really don't know why. i cant even post a photo of him, through my facebook or blog. He doesn't want his colleagues and friends to know about our relationship. is he hiding something behind my back, i don't know. or maybe i thinking too much. No maybe my friends is right, pictures prove everything. And if you want me to show you the prove, then i show you. i don't know whether i should be angry at this photo, or just cry out loud. But i admit the girls are prettier than me, who look smarter than me and maybe richer than me. Like i say comparing is a very strong word for me. If you sense i'm jealous, Well Yes im jealous, i get jealous easier. Happy?!He still the same, i wanted to have some activities together like all other couples do. Our is like everyday is either movies, dinner, or staying home. nothing else. no fun at all.

I had decided already, if it doesn't work out. i would just let go and focusing my study.

Finished.

2011-12-21T00:02:00.003+08:00

I cannot believe, i finished my 6 months internship. I started to miss some people already especially the pastry kitchen because they always give me yummy dessert and yes i love dessert. I don't care i will get fat or what so ever but i cannot imagine i can eat all that. They always make me hungry.

I gonna miss the sales & marketing department too, all the joyful and entertaining from each and everyone. All the hard work pay off too. I gonna miss Intercontinental Singapore!

Christmas is coming in maybe 4 days time and after Christmas, 2011 is over. 2012 is gonna be a blast, new year, new revolution and Chinese New Years is coming real fast. Time to plan, probably taking my bachelor on next year May intake and after graduation on bachelor get a proper job. Oh wait i think is gonna be long, maybe travel? or a part time job i suppose?

Well turning 23 next year in September, need to think already and no more playing anymore. Oh well, i don't wanna think so much now. Think too much just give me an headache, I shall put my hello kitty mask and watch my glee.

one sentence

2011-11-21T23:28:00.002+08:00

It's amazing, some people, they just say these small little things, one sentence and it changes the way you feel about them in an instant. Small little words that can hurt you so much or make you fall deeply in love forever. It changes everything, nothing between you is ever really the same again, even if they don't know it.

I want you, and just you.

2011-11-13T23:36:00.002+08:00

Sometimes all i really want to do is sit beside you.

I want to watch cheesy and crappy movies with you, and we will laugh at them together. I want to plan things with you, things we'll never do but for some reason just planning them with you is fine with me.

I want to talk to you about everything and anything.

I want to goof around with you and make jokes that aren't funny but we'll laugh nonetheless.

I just want to fall in love with you over and over and maybe at one point we'll get tired of each other, but until then, i want you, and just you.

change

2011-10-16T23:36:00.003+08:00

The truth is, I have a bad habit of comparing myself to others. There's always someone with a better smile, nicer clothes, a skinnier waist, brighter eyes, and amazing hair. I put myself down all the time. I can never be happy with the way i look at all. I'm self-conscious and that's probably the number one thing i want to change about me.

deserve better

2011-10-09T01:38:00.001+08:00

You deserve someone who loves you with every single beat of his heart, someone who thinks about you constantly, someone who spends every minute of every day just wondering what you're doing, where you are, who you're with, and if you're okay. You need someone who can help you reach your dreams and protect you from your fears. You need someone who will treat you with respect, love every part of you, especially your flaws. You should be with someone who could make you happy, really happy, dancing on air happy.

2011-09-24T18:18:00.002+08:00

If i told you i loved one thing about you i would only be lying because i cant say i love one part of you and ignore the rest of you. I love everything about you and to say i love only one thing ignores the beauty of your whole soul. I love everything about you the good and the bad its every little part of you that makes you who you are and to say i love only one thing ignores your whole existence.

#text.

2011-09-11T01:10:00.002+08:00

Basically, I wish that you loved me.

I wish that you needed me.

I wish that you knew when i said two sugars, actually i meant three.

I wish that without me your heart would break.

I wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake.

I wish that without me you couldn't eat.

I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep.

breaking up

2011-09-03T01:52:00.003+08:00

The thing about breaking up is you normally stop talking to each other. So everything's different. You no longer have someone to text all day, or hang out with on the weekends, and the late night phone calls. You no longer have your best friend. For a while, it feels as if the whole life is about to change, and nothing will be the same. It's a sucky feeling.

2011-08-24T21:31:00.002+08:00

N: I just remember how it was back then.

A: What do you mean?

N: I mean things change. People change, you changed. We used to talk for hours and now i'm lucky to talk to you for a few minutes a day. You used to want to be with me and now you make it seem like you're always too busy. I remember the jokes, laughs, smiles we shared. And i doubt you remember any of that.

2011-08-24T21:29:00.001+08:00

It's amazing how at one point in our lives we will be extremely close with someone and then later they will become a complete stranger. You will pass by them without a word. Without a single acknowledging look. This person, who once knew you so well, who once knew your fears, your desires, your dreams, your past, is now walking right past you, seeing right through you.

2011-08-21T21:16:00.002+08:00

Don't waste your time asking why such an amazing thing could happen to you, just let it happen. Don't doubt that you could be love, just let yourself be loved. If you don't believe you're worthy of anyone's time, then you won't be. Take yourself seriously and others will too. 'Why' is such a wasteful question. Why? Because that's the way it's supposed to be. That's the only answer you can have. Accept it.

i'm entirely grateful for you to be mine.

2011-08-13T21:00:00.002+08:00

So there we go, I'm completely and utterly in love with you. I could be more cliche and say I don't understand what you've done to me - but truthfully, i know exactly what you've done/what you are doing. You're being you. I fallen for you, everything about you draws me in. I feel sick when the time comes where we have to part, because neither of us are ever sure when the next time we'll meet is, i miss you when you're not there and i crave your presence so often. I wish so much that we could be together more often; you're so perfect to me. I could sit for hours, remembering all the different times we've spent together. Every time I'd turn and catch you watching me with the corners of your lips curled, I didn't even know feeling like this was possible. Of course, now i do. But why did you choose me? It's often a thought that enters my mind. Don't get me wrong, i'm entirely grateful for you to be mind. I just wonder what you think when you see me. I love you so much, it hurts my head. Please don't leave, ever. C

be with you.

2011-08-13T20:53:00.001+08:00

I know it's pathetic, but when i look at you, i just think of how much i'd like to cuddle with you. I think about how your skin would feel pressed against mine. I think about how beautiful and lovely you really are. I often find myself wondering if i'm alone in this. I fucking want you. But i don't know where you stand. All i want to do is be with you.

Faster end

2011-08-11T00:00:00.004+08:00

Hello people,

Do you miss me? lol guess not. Well been busy, really busy.

Well currently i'm working now, at Intercontinental Hotel which is actually connected to bugis Junction as an interns for 6 months. Been working for 1 month plus, still got like 4 month plus to go. Faster end, so i can continue study my degree.

Birthday is coming another 1 more month to go, i want present!!! hehehe, been saving money for my birthday party. okay not really call birthday party, something like a mini event for my birthday. I need a cake and cupcakes. Like come more i like cupcakes okay lol.

And probably this would be my last clubbing for me, as boyfriend dislike me going there. Been breaking alot of promises but you know girls just wanna have some fun, not like grinding with guys. But enjoy the night, just the girls. Camwhoring, drinking and dancing like nobody business.. omg i miss the girls alr!!!!!

Now i'm sick, can't wake up for work. arghhh i hate been sick, everything i trying to do, just totally got no mood to do. Nicole Koh, can you please recover faster!!!!

what a waste

2011-07-23T01:52:00.002+08:00

I love your smile and your mystery eyes.

Your smile is always very cute.

When you laugh, i swear the world stops.

When i think about you, my heart starts to pound faster and faster.

I wish you'd take a chance on me.

I feel that when i with you, i'm safe.

you taught me real love, feeling and touch.

Everything about you is awesome,

Nowadays without you, my heart really hurts like a bitch.

aailyvm

empty.

2011-07-21T21:59:00.002+08:00

I hate that feeling when you randomly feel depressed. There is no warning, no apparent reason. It just happens, you feel empty, and you feel hopeless. And you just feel tired too.

as if you never want to move again. Then when someone asks you what's wrong, you can't say because there is nothing that comes to mind. Then you start thinking of what it could be, and you realize just how much is wrong. You know that feeling? Yeah, it totally sucks.

2011-07-19T23:13:00.000+08:00

2011-07-18T20:22:00.002+08:00

Even if we can't be together in the end, i', glad that you were a part of my life. - Nicole Koh

"Maybe there's something you're afraid to say, or someone you're afraid to love, or somewhere you're afraid to go. It's gonna hurt. It's gonna hurt because it matters."

here for you

2011-07-05T21:43:00.001+08:00

I'll always be there for anyone who needs me, I'll always be a helping hand or a listening ear. Because I know what it's like to believe that no one cares. I know what it's like to feel alone, suffocated in my own thoughts. I know how just one person can change someone's life. I'm here for anyone that needs me, just to prove that compassion still exists. I'm here for you.

2011-06-26T01:08:00.002+08:00

I think i don't look like myself when i'm in the office, like seriously speaking. Because i'm more or less on a vintage kinda person and when i'm in the office, i look like some office lady who looks more mutual. Okay i think i'm abit confuse here, as i don't really know how to describe it but i really don't look like myself and the way i dress from vintage and to like a office lady now. I'm not those girls who loves heels and dresses, i don't wear that often and maybe that's for only clubbing then i wear it. if not i would never wear out cause i just think is not me at all.

Now i am crazy over of heels and dresses, to work or to party. But i really enjoy working at Intercontinental Hotel, i am currently working as a human resource department and mostly my job is doing all the paper work and helping my another colleague too. I really don't mind helping cause i think time pass faster when i'm doing something if not i would be bored to the max.

Today i went shopping with Vicky, and i brought alot of dresses and 2 heels. All the items that i brought is BLACK. Oh, i don't like wearing black too. Really not my style at all, i love colorful tops and bottom. Why my company only allow navy, grey or black, why can't be like other company. Any colors also can. Now currently my wardrobe is black, is like the whole range is in black now. I don't know what to do, if after 6 month of internship loh because i don't think i would wear out anymore.

hopelessly inlove

2011-06-26T01:01:00.001+08:00

I want to wear your sweatshirt to bed, watch scary movies with you, talk on the phone until sunrise, sneak out at night to look at the stars with you, play your favorite video game, make you watch chick flicks, kiss you in the rain, go on walks with you, laugh until i can't breathe, hold hands, build a fort and have a snowball fight, sit in front of the fireplace and talk about life. I want to fall hopelessly in love with you.

speak up

2011-06-26T00:52:00.002+08:00

It's not easy to state the reason why you fall out of love. Some might think it's just an excuse. Some might actually not believe. Some will blame you. Some might even get mad at you. What they don't see is the fact that it hurts even more to hurt someone who doesn't deserve to be hurt especially when you can't actually state the reason why you've fallen out of love.

And well...

One of the best feelings in life is rediscovering a song you once used to love, with hearing this song you instantly feel the same exact emotions you once felt every time you play it. You even kind of get a flashback and see yourself sitting in your room singing along to this song on replay for hours, and it's only then when you start to wonder how you could possibly forget about this song. How you could even grow apart from something you used to cherish so much.

When i say i love you, i'm not lying.

2011-06-16T22:00:00.001+08:00

When you text me my day instantly gets better, when I'm with you I can't help but smile non-stop. You make me so happy, whether you say something sweet, or if you just wave. Everything you do makes me smile, I just love you and I really do.

This is really goodbye

2011-06-16T17:04:00.002+08:00

From M to M~

Where did you go, the you who just passed me by and left?

Are you doing fine, at a place without me by your side?

Hoping you'll come back, the times I've waited for you

I'll let it go now, I'll forget you now

The beautiful times we had, they're all memories now

The tears i shed when i missed you like crazy

Hoping you'll come back, time stood stagnant

I'll let you go and leave now, goodbye.

Couldn't you find it, the road that leads back to me?

Should I wait a little while more, should I wait here a little longer?

Hoping you'll come back, I waited all this while

I'll let it go now, I'll end it for real.

My love for you that i held on so tightly, is slowly dissipating

The me that went crazy missing you, is gradually changing

Hoping you'll come back, time has stood stagnant

I should erase it all now, for real.

My love, it ends right here, this never-ending yearning

Stuck in my throat, I couldn't say it

Those heartbreaking words of parting

All my beautiful memories of you, it's leaving me right now

Like falling tears, my love is slowly dissipating

The me that went crazy missing you, is gradually changing

Hoping you'll come back, stood stagnant

I should erase it now, for real

Should erase it now,

I should forget you now, goodbye.

shall say pictures time ^^

2011-06-14T23:35:00.003+08:00

Gosh!! who is this girl? Like duh, my bestfriend lah. I love this girl to the max, i can tell her everything and we abit crazy sometimes. We got the same taste in everything like clothes and food. We know each other almost 9 years man, and we are like the happygirl89. :)

oh ps: that's not her kid, is her niece lol and she 7 this year. I know right, she is cute!!!

2011-06-11T18:20:00.002+08:00

I think i got the job at Intercontinental Hotel which is located at Bugis. Working under Human resource department, is gonna be tough job but i promise i'm gonna push myself. Ain't quiting the job, i know in this world, there is no such thing is easy job and money don't come from the air. Working 9am to 6pm for 5 days per week, should be okay. I mean awesome, i know i'm gonna push it through.

I am broke seriously, broke until i can't go out at all and i have use my parents money. But i know they won't give me anymore because i'm turning 22 this year and i'm jobless. I'm not rich at all, i stay in a hdb flat and i envy my cousin because she got a huge house and she don't have to work at all. Parents work in a overseas bank and $2000 for them is nothing but for me $2000 is alot to me. But this money won't last forever, is always safe to have a proper job that can stable your life.

wtf, when am i saying all this. As if got people will come to my blog and read.

I don't know when i'm gonna finish my internship, i just know that after 6 months. I want to travel, i need a gate-away with someone and enjoy my life for awhile, then go back to continue my degree. I have a whole lots of thinking to do. ok fine, fml.

honest

2011-06-11T00:24:00.002+08:00

To be honest, i still think about you. I always wonder how you're doing or if you're okay. Sometimes, i wonder if you ever think about me but i doubt it. I never really stopped liking you, i only gave up because you did. But just because we don't talk anymore, doesn't mean i don't care anymore.

I wanna be the girl

2011-06-05T19:14:00.001+08:00

I wanna be the girl you stay up all night talking to. The one who you can't stop thinking about. The one who can make you laugh so hard you cry. The one who you can talk to about your problems and trust fully. The one who can make you feel better after a tough situation. The one who can brighten your day. The one you can be yourself with. The one who understands you. Yeah, i wanna be her.

2011-06-05T18:27:00.002+08:00

What did i do again and why everyone angry at me. I really trying my best to change, and i did. People say that "no action, only just talking". I really want to prove to you that everything i said is true, i will prove to you. Sometimes i break my promises, well i admit i cant compare a person who has a job and i don't. I still ask my parents for allowance but not often anymore and i'm not rich. Seeing you, just makes me happy for some reason but what does it mean because i really don't know. God is not helping at all, the more i do just makes everyone even angry at me more.

Why do i have this emotional thing inside me, that always makes me so weak and i mean i just can't control my tear, i just makes me cry for hours till i have swollen eyes. Sometimes, just because i don't cry doesn't mean my heart won't. Just because i come off as strong doesn't mean there nothing wrong.

2011-06-03T23:36:00.000+08:00

powerhouse with the awesome ppl on wed.

2011-06-03T23:24:00.002+08:00

I want to learn to start cooking or baking for the person i love but who will kindly help me because i'm afraid of fire, i'm afraid that i will get burned or the food taste like shit. I want to prove that i willing to try even thought i'm scared of this and that but who will willing to help me.

I want to cook something he likes and to prove that i'm not just talking here but here i am proving to you that i<3u.

people msn me or call me please! i'm gonna go read my books now. bored

i'm stress

2011-06-02T20:25:00.002+08:00

Wah i'm very stress now, because i quit the current job which was located at 1 Raffles place. Have u heard of 1-Altitude gallery bar, past few days i was working there and the manager is not satisfy me while i'm working and it makes me even more stress because i'm new and i have so much things to learn and remember. Working as a host was not easy, seriously have no experience at all. I admit i'm slow learner and i get emotional sometimes. First day of job was super nervous, people there are nice but they talk to themselves as if i'm transparent to them and i'm little hurt and i didn't really enjoy working there. Boy came fetch me from work, we didn't go home, we end up playing lans at chamber til 5am. Boy send me home, knowing that his tired yet he still come to fetch me. Thanks really appreciate.

My fourth day didn't go so well, i mean when the manager not around, i was working damn smoothly and even the staff there think so too. But when the manager come spot check me, i suddenly get super nervous till i forget everything, and it makes me weak for no reason. He start saying things that i really cannot take it and i almost cry but i didn't, forcing myself not to cry because working is tough and i need to be strong. But when he say the word "i'm not suitable for this job, maybe i might let go of you". This makes me sound like i'm useless in this company, i mean i really did try my best and seriously i'm trainee here, there is so much things to learn yet so little time. I tell myself today would be my last day, i should just end tonight and not coming back the next day. Like seriously, what is the point of coming back since the manager say it so clearly that i'm not "Suitable". Means they cannot wait for a trainee that long enough. He always like to compare me with a Filipino and the feeling suck big time.

So here i am jobless, maybe i should just take the final project because it end faster than interns. 3 months for final project, then compare to 6 months interns. Boy and my dad think i should just take final project but friend thinks interns better because i get to gain experiences. So how, i got this weekend to think about and monday i have to let the school know already. i'm really damn confuse now!!!!!!!

school, interns?

2011-05-20T21:28:00.002+08:00

i have been thinking a lot lately, thinking bout my new path. Since i'm turning 22 this year, and i know i'm not getting any younger anymore. Things change, or maybe i could just say everything has gotta change. Been interviewing for my internship and i think i got accepted to this restaurant called 1-Altitude. I have to admit the view is beautiful and i know i haven't start work, i know i will enjoy the job and i hope i will get along with new people.

I may lose this person in the future, but when i say i love you, i'm not lying. Because this is real and my love to you is not fake. Since we are not together now, i know i won't have time with this kinda relationship because i gonna be super busy with my life, as in i'm working and i won't have so much time to spend with.

I really want to continue pursuing my degree and get a real job, as i say before i'm not getting any younger anymore. Maybe after 2 years time, i will have a proper job? shall see?

this song is for u

2011-05-20T21:27:00.000+08:00

Im just listening to the clock go ticking

I am waiting as the time goes by

I think of you with every breath I take

I need to feel your heartbeat next to mine

Youre all I see

In everything

I just want to hold you

I just want to kiss you

I just want to love you all my life

I normally wouldnt say this

But I just cant contain it

I want you here forever, right here

By my side

All the fears you feel inside

And all the tears youve cried

Theyre ending right here

Ill heal your heart and soul

Ill keep you oh so close

Dont worry Ill never let you go

Youre all I need

Youre everything

I just want to hold you

I just want to kiss you

I just want to love you all my life

I normally wouldnt say this

But I just cant contain it

I want you here forever, right here

By my side

No one else would ever do

I got a stubborn heart for you

Call me crazy but its true

I love you

I didnt think that it would be

You who made it clear to me

Youre all I need

I just want to hold you

I just want to kiss you

I just want to love you all my life

I normally wouldnt say this

But I just cant contain it

I want you here forever, right here

By my side

SOUL

2011-05-15T00:35:00.004+08:00

Friday night i was at soul because i was on a guest list, thanks to my friend Sean. He help me ask his friend. Was with my awesome friends, suppose to have like more than 5 people because i can bring in 10 boys or girls in for free but too bad for some people can't make it. Oh well is okay, there is always a next time. :)

Manage to ask Joseph for discount for the bottle of Martell, $205 after discount! Hell expensive, i mean compare to Holiday Inn is confirm less than $100 bucks. Well i think i'm like the first person to get drunk, and i started vomiting like twice. I can't control it at all, it just come out. Thanks to the love who is taking care of me, without you i think i'm super gone already and i want to apology to the people that came. Sorry that i left first and didn't really enjoy my night, promise to make it up to you guys again. Wednesday phuture!! Ladies night, girls we shall enjoy the night again :)

PS: Sometimes, I’m afraid that I never want to let you go. Because I’m afraid if I do, no one will love me like you did. And I feel so selfish for thinking that. I want to be happy for you but I can’t. And that makes me think that some part of me is really twisted and warped inside.

pictures speak the thousand words.

2011-05-09T02:49:00.004+08:00

whatever

2011-05-07T04:55:00.002+08:00

Guess i know why already, i know why he don't wanna hear me out cause he already cheated on me too. Go club just to drink i don't believe at all, thanks for spending 8th month with me or maybe less than 8 months cause you have been flying around and when you need me, you call me and when you don't need me, you don't bother to call me. I have decided to move on without him, and i'm still young. I still got a long journey ahead and i know i did the right thing.

I use to love you but i don't think you do cause i mean if you really love a person, you will cool down and at least giving me a chance to explain to you. I know i don't deserve a second chance cause i admit i did hurt you, cause i am too. But since you already cheated on me, there is no point already. I should just give up on you, and one more thing i don't go for guys who are rich. I want to have my own job, have my own saving too.

2011-05-03T16:31:00.002+08:00

I love you, C. I cannot believe is over between us. Sorry that i hurt you, i'm hurt too. I cannot control my tears at all, i'm weak and everything i say now, you won't believe me anymore. i'm really sorry, please let me talk to you.

2011-05-03T00:01:00.002+08:00

I did something bad and stupid. i'm gonna lose both and i knew it cause it happening to me right now. I know i don't deserve a second chance and whatever i say you won't believe me, right now.

You can't totally blame me, you were away for so long and when i needed you, you was not there for me. So what if you giving me freedom, when i want someone to talk too, are you even there? No, you are not there and who the hell am i gonna talk too, no one. Fuck my tear, keep making me crying non stop, arghhh i hate my life cause is damn sucky.

Just scold me whatever you want, cause you won't forgive me already. Fuck i don't wanna write anymore, cause it hurting so bad and i don't like the feeling at all. knnccb!!!!!!

Topshop, Queen's Couture

2011-04-26T02:21:00.003+08:00

Shopping always make my day happy, thanks to my best friend Lela. I wanna thanks to the people that make my day happy, i really appreciate it a lot.

I wanna thanks Kelvin, Leon, Alvin, Shaun and Victor for giving me a better advise.

Total bill for today shopping is 200 dollar, went Cineleisure today and had our lunch at pasta mania, then after lunch we decided to go hereen and guess what Queen's Couture having a 70% sales. Hardly get to see such sales man, i brought a short and is damn worth buying because the usual price for the short was $99. So after 70% discount it was only like $29.70, i mean come on. It hell cheap lah!!!!!

Then we went Top Shop which is at knightbridge area, and i finally brought what i want. Yes is a logo of the USA flag and i love it to the max. I aim very long for this short alr, it cost $79 but i don't care, i mean as long i am very happy with it, i don't bother to think i just wanna buy it. I even brought a tube dress (which is black in color with all the layers, it look simple but it damn nice), i mean i personally think is nice and a fringe usa flag tank and is another tank top i love it very much. Gosh, i kinda fall inlove with the USA Flag Logo. I just buy and i never think much, yes i like the feeling too. So now i'm officially an member of Top Shop and yeah, happy girl now.

Sorry to the people that worried about me too much, i really appreciate it :)

baby say this song is about us.

2011-04-20T18:59:00.000+08:00

Starts to make its way to me

The playful conversation starts

Counter all your quick remarks

Like passing notes in secrecy

And it was enchanting to meet you

All I can say is I was enchanted to meet you

Chorus

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go

I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

I was enchanted to meet you

The lingering question kept me up

2 am, who do you love?

I wonder 'til I'm wide awake

Now I'm pacing back and forth

Wishing you were at my door

I'd open up and you would say

It was enchanting to meet you

All I know is I was enchanted to meet you

Chorus

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go

I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

This night is flawless, don't you let it go

I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

I was enchanted to meet you

This is me praying that

This was the very first page

Not where the story line ends

My thoughts will echo your name

Until I see you again

These are the words I held back

As I was leaving too soon

I was enchanted to meet you

Please don't be in love with someone else

Please don't have somebody waiting on you

Please don't be in love with someone else

Please don't have somebody waiting on you

Chorus

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go

I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

This night is flawless, don't you let it go

I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

I was enchanted to meet you

Please don't be in love with someone else

Please don't have somebody waiting on you

That should be me!!!!!!

2011-04-20T18:32:00.001+08:00

Everybody's laughing in my mind,

Rumors spreading bout this other girl.

do you do what you did when you did with me, does she love you the way i can.

Did you forget all the plans that you made with me , cause baby i didn't.

That should be me, holding you hand

That should be me, making you laugh

That should be me, this is so sad

That should be me, that should be me

That should be me, feeling your kiss

That should be me, buying you gifts (when i start working, first pay definitely is you)

pictures

2011-04-20T16:43:00.002+08:00

totally crash

2010-08-28T15:13:00.002+08:00

It is been almost a month i sign in, don't know where to start and don't know where to begin. Full of formula, online quiz and assignment. I currently studying business statistics and marketing, and snap i can't do multi-task for both.
Exam is like around the corner and god damnit my birthday is coming nearer too, guess what i didn't plan anything for my birthday because it is totally crash man. :(

I guess im opening one night hotel thing, no choice chalet cannot book alr. I totally have no mood to celebrate my 21th birthday, I think is gonna be clubbing for my first time and a birthday cake.
I have to celebrate early which is on sept 5th because is fall on sunday and my real birthday was monday which is SEPT 6.
And i got class on monday which is STATISTIC. I think is gonna be like a hangover man!!!!!!!

The bf is out of town for 3 months, school and exam too :(
Better get me a big birthday present!

Oh man, i gotta go finish my statisics assigment and 2 marketing quiz. Both deadline is on 31th August 2010.

how i spent my 6 days of holiday.

2010-07-30T02:35:00.003+08:00

hey bloggy,

She is listening to David Guetta ft Wynter Gordon - Toyfriend
ps: this song i have repeating it like 100 times, i love this song man!!!

Anyway i shall keep it short as im still outside. Anyway school started again, after my 6 days of holiday, everyone tells me that business marketing module is fun but i dont see any fun at all. Everyday in school i getting more tired and sleepy. Cant concerntrate, Guess what math topic is here again. Business Statistics! I can totally feel the stress is coming my way :(

Enough bout my school, i shall share what i had spent this 6 days of holiday. First day on the [21 July] after economics exam finish, i had lunch with my classmate then i cant remember what we did after that ard 6 plus we went to play l4d2 with me, Teriza, Santi and JJ. we play 2 hr plus, then we decided to head home. [22 July] we meet in the noon with my classmate again. When to watch despicable me at plaza sing, watched twice by the way. One normal and another one 3D. Actually it makes no different but i get to watch it free for the 3D with my another groups of friend :) After movie i went to meet my friends, had dinner at jon house and so nice of the mother cook for us :) MUMMYS BOY

23 July Went leon bbq pit at chervons, i didnt help much as i dont wanna dirty my dress hehe but i manage to decorate the place lol. Had some much fun, boy came and to entertain me :)
didnt sleep much, 24july celebrate bestie birthday at another bbq pit which is at east coast park. Meet my long lost primary school friend with her 3year old daughter then took train to masiling. After not long meet shakinah then we took buses 966 and then we reach east coast park. Not long June, her bf and liza came, guess what we have to walk 1hr plus to reach the foodcourt area. Why well because her bbq pit is near the foodcourt area, we were so hungry and thirsty. And everyone is so tired man. We leave quite early i think, but we manage to take back buss 966.

24 July: Sentosa having an event which is the bikini party, meet up Rosabelle and her friend Rodney. We went sentosa first because teriza has no where to be found lol, dont know where she went cuz she didnt pick up the phone or even replying our message. Went wavehouse to register the bikini party thing then rose and rodney went sun tanning. Not long Teriza came, then we went Cafe del Mar. Cuz there is much better than the wavehouse area, i mean like the music is much more better and the pool was clean and flooded with alot of ang mo lol.
After 4 plus, me and the girls went to collect our goodie bags at the wavehouse bikini party which is located at, then we walk back to Cafe del Mar. Rodney and teriza went sun tanning, me and Rose went for the pool but just very innoying and irritating when the flooded with ang mo trying to flirt with us.
ard 5 plus we decided to leave, took a shower and was very tired. Always fell asleep on the bus. Rosabelle and Rodney leave first. Then me and Teriza had our dinner at Asian Kitchen, i just miss their noodle :)
After dinner, we shop awhile til 10 plus we leave the place.
I remember i came come, bath alr i went to sleep. But i look very tan loh, omg all my girlfriend say i look ugly now :(

25 July: went chalet again, leon buddy birthday but i remember i came home early cuz on the 26 July: i went ice skating with my friends, at the kallang area. I fail my ice skating, and i dont think is fun :(
Had dinner at shabu shabu which is located at marina sqaure, had meowlyn ice cream haha..
Woooahhh time is 3:08am, shall the leave the place alr. i mean chalet lol

2 essay and 1 econ exam.

2010-07-20T01:20:00.002+08:00

hey bloggy,

she is currently finish watching Vampire Diaries.

He is the only one i think about leading guy in my dreams,
Hey i have waited so long, to gather up my courage and he has got me love drunk, fumbling my words.
Times runnign out gotta do it now cuz
He's the one i cannot live without

&& imma tell him, he's my everything;
Tell him that he's all i need, that i know he's the reason my heart beats goes like.

As usually school alway comes first, and i've been seriously freaking busy, no times for movies, shopping and playing l4d2. :(
especially miss the boy like everyday, i just done my 2 essay. God damn it i really hate essay man, why the fuck are we doing this shit sia.
i feel like playing the l4d cuz i can show out all my angle...
gotta go study alr man, having business economics exam and guess what is freaking near. I havent start studying loh, because essay lah..
Close book, 50%. Calculation, and must memories all the stupid formula like inflation rate, GDP.

i must pass this man, i dont wanna retake this course. Is seriously an nightmare!!!!!!

taeyang is my 2nd bf C:

2010-07-06T23:57:00.002+08:00

hello blogger,

she is listening to Tae Yang - I Need A Girl

Omg this song is my full time favourite now, i cannot stop listening to this song man and why tae yang so cute!!!
when he stick out his tongue, omg seriously is like hot to the max please!!! oppps i shall stop because i can sense someone is jealous hahaha.. ok i stop ! lol

Econs really is a killer, but luckily tml i got no classes which is 7 July 2010 (Wednesday). Need to start studying and doing some revision man, cuz exam is like around the corner already. But at the same time i went shopping, me and chun ming manage to brought a top at praise. Is kinda boyish type but nvm i kinda like it :)

last Saturday went sentosa with bestie, the weather was pretty alright and we got invited to some bikini event which is on 25 july haha, bestie birthday some more lol.
So going!!!, everyone is invited!!
Arena having a flea titans, and is a must go lah!! if im not wrong is coming this Saturday!!! shiok!!

Shall get a blackberry bold 9700 and a 32gb itouch soon soon!! My father is buying for me!! C:

Assignment is never an end, fcking true. Arghhhh why are suffer so much in this stupid essay ehhh, help me god!!! Give me strength not to give up so easily!!!

test, essay and presentation

2010-06-25T22:04:00.003+08:00

hello blogger,

been very busy lately because of exam, essay and presentation. But i manage to do it :)
im proud of myself because i have confident in my presentation, but also need to thanks to my team member who has giving me 100% support!!

Yesterday ard 1pm end class as usually, we headed to orchard center point for lunch and i had Korean bbq chicken with rice. After lunch, me, mel, Rosabelle and santi went to Starbucks and discussing bout the presentation for tml. Not long Sean came and just talking and discussing about the slides. Ard 3 plus baby came fetch me from school, and we headed to his house cuz he wear until like very uncle type and i dont like lol.

Had dinner at upper bukit timah, streamray :)
We also went bukit batok just to visit his friend, his friend treat us snow ice and bubble tea. Well the snow ice not really nice, i told baby will bring him go eat SLICE hahah. Which is the best slice ice cream ever lol...
Baby fetch me back afterwards cuz he know i need to prepare my speech for tml. Is a very important day ma hehe...

Today suppose to go wakeboarding but end up i cant go, due to heavy rain and a very scary flood that totally freak out.
Anyway today upper bukit timah road got flood damn scary, luckily my father manage to U-TURN back and he go by the long way which is clementi and all the way down to orchard. 8:40am i leave the house and guess what i reach 9:40am, due to the heavy rain and god damn it stupid traffic jam.

But after i reach the class, i only saw 2 person and one of my team leader came first. After presentation, class end at 1pm. Went to collect our next module books which is on next Monday, omg i sian half way already loh. Im studying business economics sia, BUT got no presentation just an essay and a test.

Well anyway dont talk bout school stuff alr, it makes me headache sometimes. After we collected the books, we walk to cineleisure had our lunch at the foodcourt. Mel friend working at the pasta area, had discount for baked pasta. hehe.
Omg the cheese and the pasta very nice hehe and rosabelle copy me.
Then me, mel,rosabelle and chun ming went to buy movie ticket. Guess what we gonna watch!!!
TOY STORY 3, thanks chun ming for watching the movie again and just for the sick of me and rosabelle C:
After movie we headed back to 313, and i went to ribbonz and brought a skirt, omg damn chio skirt lah!! belle and chun ming keep nagging at me. Keep saying shopaholics itchy hand liao -.-

Recently i went sentosa with chun ming and rosabelle. Nothing much anyway just having fun lol and i brought a customise ring and that the nicer ring ever...!!!!!!
24k gold, $75.!!!
Anyone wanna buy, ask me!!!

Shopping at Vivo City

2010-06-14T22:09:00.003+08:00

hey bloggy,

she is listening to Christina Aguilera - You Lose Me

recently school end at 1pm, had lunch then play l4d2 and is almost everyday lol. I finally did my customise ring, now i have to wait 2 weeks time!!! $75 for the customise ring, and i did alot of shopping..

Havent got time to go ikea and buy new wardrobe, suppose to play l4d2 with friends but end up went vivo city and do alot of shopping. i shop the first floor only, do you know why?
cuz i got too many shopping bags and i lazy to go up alr.

Finish shopping list:-

Topshop ( skirt, short, top, boxers )
Zara ( skirt and long sleeve top)
River Island ( sleeveless top, boxers)
Mango (top)
Bebe (dress)
Forever 21 ( short, sleeveless top)
Pull and bear ( top)

I think i have enough shopping alr, :) End up i have no choice to take cab home cuz too many bags alr.. thanks Johnson for paying cab fare :)

Gonna start doing my essay alr, This friday having test alr..

Happy Birthday Gina, chevron

2010-06-07T01:11:00.003+08:00

hey bloggy,

she is listening to USHER - OMG

I was invited to Ken's girlfriend, GINA. He open a birthday party at chevron, so i took train to jurong east and ken came and fetch me. Reach the chalet, all their family's still around abit early lah but i was upstairs hangout with the girls and i was listening to usher - OMG i hell love this song meh, i keep repeating this song over and over again.
This is like the 3 times im at this chalet, i think is so much better than downtown east and i mean is pretty near my house and if im like wanna go home, i just take cab and i reach home like 6 bucks loh..
i maybe going to open my 21th birthday chalet at chevron hehe, is still longggg but i just came wait to be 21 LOL, i can smell freedom hahahaha...

we had bbq and some buffet. But the dessert is the greatest lol, i love the ice cream, i love cupcakes and omg all the food so nice lol..
After that ard 5 plus all the uncle and aunties leaving, not long a bunch of guys came with bikes and cars. Some are really cute looking but just not my type, hahaha they've say i've change and YES i did :)

playing pokers, big 2 and wii. Yes somebody bring wii, and the me and the girls were playing lol, ard 9pm, we have the drinking sessions. Told the boys that i want 7-up and someone rush to imm then giant and they brought all the soft drinks hahaha. I had martell with 7-up is recommended by my classmate rosabelle and omg the drink is damn nice lol. I kinda control myself alittle bit cuz my baby doesnt like it and without him also. and yeah i did control, get abit drunk too.. but luckily bff was around :)
using this boy laptop to blog lol, should be going home soon.
Baby still playing mahjong;

L4d2

2010-06-03T21:31:00.003+08:00

hey bloggy,

She is listening to 4Minute - Hot Issue

Old songs always the best lah lol, i keep repeating this song sia.. omg must blame rosabelle who started dancing in the class lol..
Finally essay finish, but more presentation and essay coming alr.. arghhh sian.. 10 more months to graduate this school..

Now my school time table very cui eh, Every monday to sat school start from 10am to 1pm. but can go home early.
Always after school, have lunch then play L4D2 with the classmate. Shiok man lol

I miss the boy, poor boy working OT yesterday. But he manage to call me even if his very busy or doing something else. I wish i can baked something for him!!!

Flea market is coming, sat 5th of JUNE. 2pm to 8pm, Omg can shop until crazy!!! my hands are like so itchy, cant wait to shop shop shop lololololololololol.
sorry cant make it for the wakeboarding with you guys,

Dip level like finally!!

2010-05-27T23:43:00.002+08:00

hey bloggy,

she is listening to 4 Minute - Huh

OMG is totally a busy week for me as i have 2 essay to do and on the 31Th of may is my deadline.
I just finish my environment essay, and now i only left with the basic economic which i had no idea how to write... I miss the boy so much, recently too busy and cant get to see him or even had dinner with him :(

Went for the Introduction for the new intake for the diploma course, im like so excited because i finally start schoolin in the diploma level and meeting new friends? eh maybe hahaha. Because almost half of the class from china eh, i reach school like super early today. Early by 1 hour eh, The dip intake was like 10am and i reach 9 am...
cuz i thought i will overslept so i ask my dad come fetch me, and i thought it will like travel jam or something but is like public holiday for the sch so it will never jam loh.. sian loh.

So i wait for the boys to reach ard 9:30am, and like go to the class, totally damn boring loh. Luckily got chun ming itouch, while the person is talking. I was like playing itouch game haha, The introduction end at 12pm, me and my classmate walk to cineleisure, like suppose to play pool but end up we split. Me, rosabelle, triza, ruishan, tyler and another guy i dont know how to spell we went up to level 8. Play lan hahah, we split into 2 group. Cuz we was playing L4D2 hahah, me triza and rui shan one group then tyler, rosa and another guy one group.
Im like the chiongster in triza and rui shan group whahahaha.. And we keep die-ing at the petrol part arghhhhhh....
After 1 hour later we had our lunch at the basement 1, some Japanese food and then after eating we rush back to class cuz we're late by 20 mins.

But we late also no different cuz in the class very bored also, class end finally at 4pm. Collected our books for next monday module and damn cui sia. The books is like freaking heavy loh, so i ask my classmate accompany me go hereen buy backpack and some say i look very cute and look even more younger lol...
My classmate know me very well sia, they knew that i will confirm buy loh hahaha and yea i finally got myself a new backpack in red. HOT RED wahahhaha, from spin the bottle and is damn cheap!!!! $49.90 worth buying hahahaha...

Even went to library after that, borrowing books for my economic essay but until now i havent start writing cuz i dont even know how to do... HELP ME!!!!!

Monday movies and L4d2 !!!! so many program in one day!!!!

Millenia Towel, Diploma

2010-05-23T00:10:00.005+08:00

hey bloggy,

she is listening to Kelly Rowland - On & On

Been very busy recently, i didn't attend the chalet on wed cuz i got presentation and thanks god my team helps me :)
My basic environment presentation is just damn cui eh, but manage to do well in the test paper and by the way must thank to Tyler who giving us answer hahaha...
Then basic economic presentation did just last wed, and yeah... that the day i didn't attend the chalet and which is on Tuesday evening :(
But anyway the presentation we did pretty well, thanks to the boys :) shall name them (ryan, huisheng and desmond)

Anyway Friday test paper very cui, half of the class just say damn cuiiiiii and i still have 2 more essay to go. The dead line for both essay is on the 31th of may!!!
both are like 1200 word essay sia, omgomgomg!!!! ): ):

Well Monday noon meeting my classmate, gonna go smu finish our essay together :)
Omg, like finally next wed is going to be my diploma lesson :) so excited !!!!

I miss the boy so much, is like almost 1 week we never meet up cuz we're like just so busy loh. He busy with his work and all the meeting at the evening time :( and i've to chiong all my school works ....
baby baby i miss you!!!!
promise to bring me go marina barrage!!!!

Today is my grandmother birthday, so we went Millenia Towel had our buffet. Which is the Ritz Carlton i think. The salmon is the best through out all the dishes i ate haha and also the dessert, OMG is the BEST lah...
OMG my ah ma is like 90 years old, she dont really remember everyone but she remember me :)
ah ma must gimme luck ok :)
We end our buffet ard 11 plus, took cabby came home. ard 11:45pm, bath and stuff.. uploading the photos that i took today, not alot but i took a very gorgeous photos :)

Marina barrage

2010-05-16T00:44:00.002+08:00

hey bloggy,

she is listening to Sara Bareilles - King of Anything

14 May 2010,

2 days straight for not talking to my dad, Friday having my presentation and test. one 20% and another one is 40%.
i didn't have time to study for the test and my presentation slide is pointless and damn cui.
Nvm, when I'm in the class i was so nervous and i was shaking, my hand are so sweaty and I'm afraid i cant make it..
So me and my group we're like the second last to present, and i tell you it is very cui. I cant believe i didn't have confident in my presentation and i tell you i suck to the max. My group pull me down too, cuz the slide is sibei pointless and i think we did the worst. 20% just like that gone.
So after the presentation end, we had our lunch. Opposite centre point, we had our lunch at this new stall call the chicken rice and guess what the chicken rice not nice. Is the worst food i ever try, i will never go back there...

After lunch we walk back to campus and i was playing chun ming itouch. I was playing dia dee :)
Then at 2:15pm we start the test paper, we took 3pm to end the paper. Im like the 3rd person to hand in the paper and almost half the class shock lah... This not done yet, i still have one more assignment to go and is 30%. Is my essay, 1200 word essay.. FCK

Then me and my classmate went up to level 3, sign something and take our book for the next module and is our last foundation module. BUSINESS ECONOMIC another accounting lesson, arghhh i hate accounting lesson im damn lousy at that lohhhhhh...
Then i left first while my classmate waiting for ryan, rush to hereen meet bestie and we walk to cineleisure had our lunch/early dinner at hotdog factory. Same food and i still love it very much and is the chicken baked rice lol...
After eating we shop ard cineleisure and both of us brought earphone for $15 and each is like $7.50 lol.
But the quality not good, there is no bass at all and i cant feel the song. well nvm, then ard 5:30pm we walk to dolby meet his brother, after meeting each other we went dolby play l4d2 :)

I was the only girl who is screaming all the way, i don't feel embarrassing at all cuz i release the stress. Because i got too much anger this few days and i told them the zombie is my dad. I keep killing them and i feel so happy killing lol.. HAHA i sound so evil lol..
We end ard 9 plus, while we walk to Cathay. We act like we in the game and killing all the zombie hahaha. Shit i think im addicted to that game, i wanna go back and play loh...

Then we had our late dinner at the plaza sing kopitam, before we go for our dinner we went to visited damien hahaha.
i wanna go the chalet on the 18 of may but i got school in the next day plus is my presentation day. arghhhhh
im still THINKING loh...how!!!
i wonder my boy wanna go with me?

After dinner ard 10 plus, we leave. Bestie and her brother taking bus home, so i have to take train home alone..
Reach home ard 11, bath and using the comp awhile. And talking to my baby boy before i go to sleep too :)

The Next day, 15 of may 2010 have my outing again with my bestie :)
We planning to have a picnic at marina barrage, so ard 1 plus we meet each other at westmall. Buy some snack and sushi. Then we took train to marina bay and took the shuttle bus to marina barrage. Hot weather and the sun is really damn big and i think i look abit tan. I don't like to be tan cuz not pretty alr lolololololol

We took lots of photos and enjoying ourselves. Lots of people playing kites, i wanna go there again and next time round i wanna go with my boy :)
i shall go evening cuz it will be more nice and cooling lol!!!

ard 5 plus we leave the place, took cab to marina square cuz i lazy to wait for the shuttle bus as is a lot of ppl queueing up and i dont wanna squeeze with them.
Reach marina $10, went visit marina crocs. Sakinah, liza and calvin :)
haha the purpose to go there to get my commission money for the scratch and win jibbitz card lol, after that we went to creative shop and i brought another earphone as i say that the sound quality not good, so i brought the creative wan with a great bass cuz $39 and i think is worth it lah....

Then me and bestie walk back to city hall mrt station took train to meet my boy and lela visiting his bf :)
Had dinner with my boy and his 2 friend at amk, then took cab back to gombak ard 10 plus..
Babe please upload the photos asap cuz my baby boy wanna see :)

i wish i don have a father

2010-05-12T20:37:00.002+08:00

i cannot stand my father alr, I'm turning 21 soon and he still treat me like a kid. Don't try to act nice lah, i wont treat u as my good father and i will never wanna be close to you.
If you dare to beat me, i swear i will never go back home and even if i go home. I will never answer you, i will just study and lock myself in my room!!!!!!!!!!!!
And that's final!!!!!!!!

huge ucler and busy week :(

2010-05-10T21:18:00.002+08:00

hey bloggy,

she is listening to B.O.B - Nothing On You

busy week for me and ulcer paining all the way. Its been almost 4 days and my ulcer is still hurting so badly, past 2 day went to see a doctor and that doctor gimme this ulcer gel and I've been applying for almost 2 days and it makes me more weird and painful. I need an hour to chew my food down my throat, so today i went to see another doctor and this doctor say i got so this bacteria eh and ask me to eat something soft.

I spend another $34 for the antibiotic, pain killer and another gel. She even told me to talk lesser, how to talk lesser as i got sch like everyday eh.
And yes i have to keep reminding myself to drink lots of water!!!!

Anyway as i say above i will be very busy, is a damn busy week for me because i got presentation and test on Friday. And a 1200 word essay, I'm currently studying business environment and i totally had no idea what is it all about. My lesson start 10am in the morning and i have to freaking wake up at 8am :(
I don't like morning lesson cause i keep yawning and when i yawning my eyes very tired...

This week i wont be able to see my boy cause i need to pass this module, i need at least 60% to pass this module. But i probably will be meeting him on the weekend :)

TIMBER AWESOMENESS

2010-05-02T00:26:00.003+08:00

hey bloggy,

she is listening to Kelis - 22nd Century

im simply busy with school, assignment and the guy i loved :)
i miss the babi drunker :) hehe
This week module BASIC ACCOUNTING, wahlau is damn hard man. I totally had no idea what is the teacher is saying man, is like my left ear is listening then my right ear totally blur alr.
i seriously need help in accounting, anyone know how to do accounting, can you please teach me!!!!
Because next friday will be my quiz, a 40% of quiz man. Is like damn alot lah, and i dont wanna fail man. I mean at least gimme a 60 marks im damn happy alr..

Monday onwards i must seriously study very hard. left 2 more module, then im process with diploma :p

Yesterday at Timber was AWESOMENESS. The music, the live band and especially the food. Is totally like heaven sia, i had peach tea and pizza. Hanging out with my crocs colleague and taking lots and lots of pictures :)

Timber end at 2am, so we walk to cityhall (raffles shopping mall) slack at Starbucks and talking and cam whoring lol.
Me and bestie decided to leave at 3 plus, cuz we both seriously damn tired.
We took cabby home, reach home ard 4am. Bath and stuff, on phone awhile with the boy then i went to sleep alr.

Next day ard 12 plus, bath and prepare to leave the house. Took the train, then drop down at amk. Went amk hub food court buy duck rice for baby and me, after buying took buses 138 to process the boy house. After eating i went to sleep in his room and he was outside the living room watching Chinese drama.
Ard 6 plus, i woke up. Then shower again, then went sin ming for steam ray and satay.
Then boy fetch me back home, ard 8 plus 9pm :)
seriously time flies so fast loh, see i miss you alr...
shall post the photos soon :)

U manage to make me laugh everyday xoxo

2010-04-21T23:25:00.003+08:00

hey bloggy,

she is listening to Wang Lee Hom - Forever Love

Today i feel like writing it short, so im writing in a bulleted point.

19 April, on Monday
1. Went marina square catch a movie call Crossing Hennessey.
2. While watching the boy realise that Jack Neo is sitting beside us, with his wife. Like OMG loh!
3. Movie end we just slack til 11 plus, the boy fetch me back to gombak and had our supper at my area eating roti prata :)
4. The boy fetch me home, while riding the bike he manage to sing me a song, i cant really hear it properly cuz very noisy but at least he know how to make me laugh. Reach gombak at 1 plus :)

20 April, on Tuesday
1. in the afternoon i go out awhile with my mom, she wanna buy something.
2. Came home a little early, watch drama momo love :)
3. Then ard 6 plus going 7pm, meet the boy at amk :)
4. Dinner with the boy and his friends, had meat ball soup with rice.
5. After dinner the boy want go his friend house slack, so we walk bout 10 or 15 min to reach that friend house.
6. A little boring but just happy to see the boy :)
7. 11 plus the boy fetch me back gombak, we talk and the boy singing again haha, awhile before i go back home. Cuz the boy got working in the next morning ..

21 April, on Wednesday
1. Woke up at 2 plus, watch lilo and stitch the movie
2. Went salon with my dad, dye my hair today. Guess what im dyeing wine red, wanted to try cherry red but end up i love wine red :)
3. Cause is not too bright and not too dark. It just look natural red :) i love it!!! and i did hair treatment too :)
4. Uncle call me today ard 7 plus and told me that my hp number open. Which is 9899 !
5. I didnt win alot this time, only win $60. But better than nothing :)
6. Didnt meet the boy today, cause boy is sick today :(
and i cant be there to take care of him.
7. Had black pepper crab, shark fin and a fish head curry with my parents. At the nearby kopitam.
8. on the phone with the boy ard 12 :)
im glad that he call, even though he sick and sleeping early. He still manage to wake up and gimme a call.
I miss you baby drunker, im thinking of you.
9. Boy got driving test tml, i hope u pass. Baby must have confident tml xoxo
10. Next Monday start school alr, no more holidays for me!! On Monday im studying Accounting and i heard is very difficult.
11. I miss my classmate so much :(

kickass and Date Night

2010-04-18T23:48:00.002+08:00

hey bloggy,

she is listening to SNSD - Show Show Show

On friday,me and besti have photoshoot at my friend house. Meet besti at gombak, then we took train together to masiling. Then sakinah came fetch us, went ntuc buy drinks and chicken breast meat for lunch. I thought she is cooking for us, but end up is the mother who is the one cooking lol. After buying we walk to her house, wah her house very nice sia. And abit dangerous lol, i dont think ppl dare to steal her thing lol cuz she got samurai sword and gun with many type of bullet lol..

Anyway we have our photoshoot in her room cuz we think her room is the prefect wall lol, probably she will update to ouhlala lol, cool rite hahaha. Well anyway that will be our first blog shop name lol.
Damn enjoying ourselves, and i realise my phone is outta batt. so charge at her house :)
ard 4 plus, me and besti left the place and we took train to dolby. Thanks bestie accompany me go dolby or else i will be alone at town, went to buy tickets for 7.30pm show. Well we gonna watch Date Night !!! i heard is awesome show lah..
After buying me and bestie slack at pasta mania had banana pizza dessert. After dessert we slack outside plaza sing and cam whoring lol. i was playing bestie camera hehe..
Keep texting to him and ask whether he finish his training, and yeah and he is on his way. But suddenly ard 7.15pm, he told me traffic jam and then i was panic cuz the show is gonna start and bestie know i wont waste this kinda money de and ask might as well we watched, and then maybe ask him watch another timing.

And just suay lah, we had a little fight. but bestie pull me lah, ask me just go and watched. So i watch without him.
Movie end at 9 plus, and i told bestie that i feel like eating stingray lol. So we decided to go newton circle had our so call dinner ba but she say is supper lol..
nvm we took train to newton and she bring me go eat, damn alot of stingray store and we dont know which one better.
So we find a place to sit then we just anyhow order eh, we had stingray and kang kong and 1 rice. We share the rice together, not saving money as we dont wanna eat too much rice.
We have sugarcane with lemon too :)

Ard 11 we walk back to newton mrt then took train back to gombak, reach home bath and stuff. Then sleep cuz the next day working eh.

Saturday 17 April!!

Meet lela at clementi and took train together, we were both late for work but supervisor never scold hehe, working last day, still damn clumsy eh.
Got one damn suay lah, got one indo customer want to wear this size 10 then i take one box out the rest of the shoe boxes fall on me and i got the feeling i got a big blue black soon on my left arm. stupid customer end up dont want to buy then i have to replace back the sizes.
Supervisor treat me nasi lemak with additional chicken wings :)
i cant get to see ansel, alvin koh, liza and alvin oh. Cant get to say good bye to them :(

End work at 10:40pm, walk to cityhall mrt at 11pm and i have to take the red line cuz need to go woodland meet my friend. catch a movie call kick ass lol.
After movie take cabby back to gombak, and had breakfast with my parents.
Afterwards online awhile, on the phone with friends.

18 April,

Meet my brother at bugis, he want me to accompany him go buy computer stuff and go this astrology thing. Seriously not my kinda thing but nvm lah, just pretend to enjoy myself but i didnt eh. But i manage to go bugis hawker centre eat the meat ball soup :)
Recommend my brother to eat too :)
Then we went punggol, to fix his company. Had chili crab :)
ard 11 plus dad came fetch me and mummy home :)

stingray rayrayray :)

2010-04-12T23:56:00.002+08:00

hey bloggy,

she is listening to Neon Trees - Animal

sorry i've been very lazy to write my blog, i seriously stop all the drama and dont worry i dont care at all. Today woke up at 1 then ard 2pm leave house take train to cck, meet germaine at playcraft. Then she pei me go foodcourt eat chicken teriyaki :) wah i seriously miss the food there and the auntie hahaha. Auntie so good lah, until now still gimme discount lol.
The auntie seriously still remember loh, good memory lol.

Then not long iman and amarul came, after my lunch we took buses 67 then drop down at bukit timah. And we walk the stair to the opposite shopping centre call beauty world lol.
We went play pool :)
okay i think i got abit of skills alr, not bad not bad lol..
After not long shi hui came, follow by johnson. Poor thing after school still need to go buy some tee shirt cuz school uniform cannot come in haha. Then ard 6pm, iman friend amarul need to go home alr, so he left first.

Anyway we end our pool session at 6:30pm and we decided to go down to basement play lan :)
$2 for 1hr, wth so ex. Me, johnson, germaine and iman play l4d2 hehhe.. then ard 8 plus have dinner at the hawker centre, had 2 stingray, 1 kang kong and oyster egg hahaha..
we seriously feel abit _______. Cuz there's no halal food here and iman cant eat :(
i feel damn terrible loh, so after our dinner, we took bus 985 back to cck interchange and we decided to go mac, accompany him eat his dinner. End up we had desert too, me, shi hui and johnson had apple pie :)
and we also recommend germaine eat the opera diva, cuz it sound tasty and it's really not bad actually not damn sweet :)

Then iman has to go home before 10 something, and we decided to go. germaine and johnson take buses home, me and shi hui take seperate train back home.
Reach gombak, decided to meet leon and jessica. When jessica house play xbox360, and also charge my hp cuz my phone suddenly switch off by itself and i think is low batt or something and yeah is really no battery liao, lucky jessica is using the same phone as me hehe..
babe lets change to black berry ok :)

drama

2010-04-06T23:37:00.005+08:00

hey bloggy,

she is listening to Lindsay Lohan - Teenage Drama Queen

I just realise i got too many drama in this week, but who care anyway. im not sad anymore cuz eric is back in town :)
thanks to kenneth, ure the best.

Anyway woke up ard 1 plus, bath and stuff. Ard 3, meet kenneth and the girls at imm.
Buy some meat lol, so call market in giant lol. cuz today we decided to have steamboat. We buy alot of food lol, cuz we afraid not enough lol.
After that we take cabby to jessica house, and we prepare for the food haha..
sorry guys no pictures for today outing, probably next week hehe :)

The boys came very late, suppose to be here at 6pm but they came at 7pm. 6 people were waiting for them to reach loh, kns.
After 7pm, the boys finally came and one guy bring wii console and few games to play. eric brought stingray too, OMG lah..
so we start the steamboat heehehe, happily enjoy eating lah. drink tom yam soup, ate chicken bbq and stingray. omgomgomg..

imagine 13 people eating together in a big table, wahahhaha.
seriously jess me and kenneth think the food seriously not enough. Nvm we take note alr, next week buy double lol..
After eating, me and the girls start playing wii hahhaa. Rayman rabbit so freaking cute lah lol,

we even play true or dare too, we're still kids hahaha..

how to train your dragon!

2010-03-28T23:22:00.003+08:00

hey bloggy,

she is listening to Super Junior - Its You

anyway today im goin out with my classmate, we meet each other at cineleisure. Hui sheng came early, reach there 2.30pm meet ah hui then we walk to cineleisure book the ticket. We are gonna watch how to train your dragon in 3D effect..wooahhhh!!!
then not long chun ming came to find us at level 4, they pei me go makan at basement area. Some Japanese stall, eating chicken katsudon :)

After my lunch, we went in to Marc Jacob to check out the plastic ring that im talking about. I super like it but Singapore dont have, wtffffffff.
i freaking nice lah, i die die also must have it!!!!
anyway we went to hereen also but nothin much, ard 4 plus we walk back to cineleisure. shop at num then macy reach.
pei macy had her lunch at hotdog factory then just slack until pei song come.

The movie start at 5:20pm, pei song was late. We wait like 10 min then rush into the cinema but its alr started. damn
throughout this movie i think is not bad, i kinda like the toothless hope his my pet too hahahahaha.. day dream lol

After movie, we walk to fareast plaza had our dinner at the wanton noodle stall. i dont know why lah but i really like it very much lol..
only take a few photos nia but i will just upload, so i probably upload tml or something, as i got school tml and i dont wanna be late lol.
its a next new module: admin management or something.

town, singing k

2010-03-20T00:19:00.004+08:00

hey bloggy,

she is listening to Hilary Duff - With Love

anyway enough bout you, i shall blog bout today outing with the girls in ite :)
meet mei ning, pui mun, ying ying, hui xian and may at somerset 313. me and may was late, so we had our lunch at long john silver.
after lunch we went cineleisure sing k at level 8, cuz lunch hour each person $8 lol, may leave at 6pm, then not long we decided to go taka shop ard. Saw something i like at Juicy Couture, is a simple top and it cost $170. and p size mean xs ba, but i really like it like hell, so i brought it without seeing the price.
after buying we went to this book shop, mei ning looking for some books then hui xian left ard 7pm cuz she has dinner later.
Then me, mei ning, ying ying and pui mun went to ion looking for something to eat but nothing much and the ion foodcourt is too expensive and they looking for cheap cheap food. So we walk to fareast plaza and had wanton mee for dinner haha. Today special wanton mee and include free drink like ice lemon tea lol.

after dinner, mei ning and pui mun like still feel hungry. They feel like eating desert and i recommand them eat slice ice cream and this store call SLICE.
we order 2 ice cream so we can share hahaha, then we just slack awhile. Til 9:48pm, pui mun and yingying have to go home and they taking bus home, then mei ning and me walk to the mrt station.
But mei ning taking bus home, and i taking train alone. :(
reach home ard 10 plus, bath and stuff.
on the phone now :)

probably im working tml, so i shall sleep early tonite.
anyway photos at ying ying there, upload to facebook please :) thanks

school girl C=

2010-03-14T21:22:00.003+08:00

hey bloggy,

she is listening to Justin Bieber - Never Let You Go

the meeting is quite fun, the food is great and early celebration for sakinah birthday :)
the cake was not bad but we're seriously just too full cant really enjoy eating lol. anyway our meeting end at 1 plus, me and besti take cabby home. Reach home ard 2 plus, talkin on the phone with b. ard 3 plus bath and faster go sleep cuz the next day workin in the afternoon.

omg i just cant believe that im gonna be a student tml, Tml im a school girl lol. School start at 10am, and luckily my father coming to fetch me or else i seriously had no idea how to go there. The picture look near to sota but like still far leh lol, im bimbo lah!!!
im studying the whole day tml, wahlau i must sleep early tonite..
everyone please help me pray that i can sleep tonight, i dont wanna be late on the first day of class !!!

kaplan, accounting and mathssssss

2010-03-12T00:32:00.004+08:00

hey bloggy,

she is listening to Akon - Party Animal

Woke up ard 12:40pm, then surf the net awhile. Checking email and then call the kaplan lady cuz i didnt receive any mails from her.
Then she resend me the schedule, then i check the email that she send me and i realise the payment is today so i have to faster bath and prepare to go out. Thanks to besti for the accompany me go :), meet each other at bb mrt then take train together. And we drop down at somerset mrt, then walk to kaplan to pay my school fees. $1.283 for the 2 months cert, and i got 4 subject to study.

i have to study this 4 subject:-
-Basic Economics
-Basic Accounting
-Business Communication
-Business Environment

and another 2 more subject is free and i cant remember what is it. But my school timetable very pack loh..
From 10am to 1pm, then after 1 hr of break. Afternoon class start 2pm to 5pm. wah then got assignment everyday, wah kao confirm stress to the max loh...

i have to study hard man or else i have to retake leh :(
i scare i overslept loh, do you think i should move house to my cousin place at orchard?

Wah imagine how tired am i? like tml i got meeting at nite ard 10pm then next day got working and yeah lah sunday i off but monday i start schooling.. wah si bei stress loh!!!!!

Anyway dont talk bout this liao, after i sign my contract. We decided to take cab to tp, babe gonna try appeal that sch. We reach the place ard 4 something then we have to think of typing a letter to the officer, afterward we settle the school. We process to the bus stop waiting for bus, any bus that goes to tampiness interchange.
After 10 mins later the bus arrive, we took that bus 23 to interchange and had our so call lunch at tamp food court. Even visit crocs :)

ard 5 plus, we decided to go town to slack and we took the train and drop down at orchard then shop ard ion and wisma. And both of us brought the same top at forever 21 :)
btw is a leopean print hehe, is just super nice lah!!! so happy that we brought it together hahah, that we slack outside ion, cam whoring lol. And also process to youth park kopitam have our late dinner, was having satay and sting ray hahah. wtf sting ray smallest is $10, is fcking ex loh...
but nvm i treat her sting ray and she treat me satay and oh by the way the satay taste freaking weird and please dont ever go there try is horrible.

Ard 10:05pm, meet besti brother awhile. Cam whoring again lol, then ard 10:45pm we decided to go home. cuz besti working the next day which is morning shift and i afraid that she will late for work, see im so good rite lol...
besti faster upload the photos k!!!

trim trim trim

2010-03-10T22:04:00.002+08:00

hey bloggy,

she was watching I Hate Valentine Day

Today i went for my eyebrow trimmin at suntec city, take cabby down. Wasted $15.40 loh, super traffic lah, if not i reach even cheaper lo...
Anyway reach 3.3opm, for my appt then done trimming at 4.20pm. Went Hula&co and i manage to buy 2 item at there 1 top and 1 bottom. Both are really damn nice lah, especially the dress and the lace short.
girls will understand wad i mean lol, i aim one bag at kate spade still thinking should i buy anot?
Afterward took train to queentown, then take cab to holland village meet up shawn and leon. We had dinner at crystal jade, had my favourite shark fin, yumyum lol

Sunday goin to watch alice like finally!!!!!!
goin out with bestie tomorrow, camwhoring and looking for schools.

Omg 15 of march 2010, i got sch at 10am. meaning 8am have to wake up for school, like wtfffffff..

alice alice alice

2010-03-07T17:38:00.003+08:00

hey bloggy,

she is listening to Shakira - Gypsy

finally i feel like blogging, i recently very lazy and think im gonna be super stress if i start schooling.
anyway workin at taka event last week was okok lah, but i go there i just shop like crazy. but is gonna end on the 7 march which is today lol.
i got a free crocs shoes like finally man, 3 months hardwork and a free shoes.
guess how much? $90.90 man

recently been watching movies with friends but i havent got the time to watch alice, cuz is fully booked angry lah!!!!!
-Percy Jackson & The Lightning Thief and Dear John
both are quite nice but i heard friends saying alice is a must watch movie!!!

ppl need alice soundtrack can find me, i got alr :)
and is nice lah!!!

i got last coupon for crocs, anyone want can get it from me hehe, cuz crocs got alot of new models coming in :)

im sick, dont feel like seeing a doctor.
im working tml, suck man.
i want to go holiday please, ok i dont know wad i wanna write anymore. Will upload photos soon xoxo

kaplan, l4d2

2010-02-22T23:52:00.003+08:00

hey bloggy,

she is listening to Train - Hey Soul Sister

woke up ard 2 plus, then bath and prepare. Meet besti at bb mrt, then off we go to somerset and we were lost.
Some random auntie show us the wrong direction, damn angry. So i call my dad and melvin.
And i actually went the wrong way, it was at the centre point then to starhub centre.

Then go up to level 2 to register the school, it was crowded loh. And i was so afraid that i cannot get in cuz the courses i gonna take it doesnt related to my nitec course which is design. Now im gonna take diploma for tourism and hospitality and it's like 10 month courses. And i really hope i can get it, i just spend $50 to apply hope it doesnt fly away just like that.

After the chit chatting session finish, we headed to cineleisure had our so call early dinner at suki sushi. After that we went bugis meet besti bf, shop ard bugis junction and village. And besti bf decided to go play lan so we take cab to town, then play L4D 2.
Seriously man, i keep screaming like some crazy girl but after awhile i feel like im damn pro lol..
guess wad me and besti was playing the easy mode haha..
We end our game session ard 9:49pm, and they so sweet accompany me wait for cabby.
we walk to cathay then manage to find a cab for me haha, reach home ard 10 plus had late dinner with some friends, ate roti prata.
Walk back home, online awhile. Tml im working at takashimaya, is a crocs event.

lou hei, ang bao, cards

2010-02-17T00:52:00.002+08:00

hey bloggy,

she is listening to Claude Kelly - Crash

omgomgomg i dont know where to start saying, got alot of ang bao now. And i wait until i meeting all my relative then on the 2nd day i open up the ang bao, and i think this yrs i got even more ba lol.
Oh i even went kenneth house bai nian, had steamboat again like the 5th time. But is like cny ma, not everyday also and it still nice cuz is not oily at all..
Then after dinner, we play wii. Not long benjamin wanna play dia dee, and i join in the fun. we play $1, and i win c:
i seriously never cheat loh, is ur guys giving me good cards and dont anyhow blame me loh. after i will $100 buck, benjamin decided to play mahjong's lol.

Even drink italy wine, it was so nice man and my cheeks turn red very easily but i didnt drunk. Just got very warm cheeks loh, jessica came ard 11:53pm. And we start playing dia dee again haha.
But this time we play with alcohol, the person with all cards have to drink martini and martell. but half way playing jessica was the first person who get drunk and she looks terrible when she drunk.
Then ard 3, benjamin send us home. im the last person to reach home cuz everyone stays in the central not like me at the west area. But when i reach home my dad is not around and i think im damn lucky he didnt found out im nearly drunk cuz i cant walk properly liao ma.

Next day my brother and his girlfriend came to ton our house, its was kinda bored cuz brother and gf only likes to play blackjack. Then i teach them how to play dia dee haha and icce (brother gf) she was addicted to this game too haha, she win quite alot too and with my helps too.
i went to call and reserve a table with 5 person for the dinner at this seafood coffee shop. Had Lou Hei first then curry fish head, sharkfin (came in the wrong timing cuz the other dishes came in the same time. It should be lou hei then sharkfin.)
then other dishes too.
wah didnt expect that cny got addictional of $3. kns but never bro is the one paying haha.

Oh and guess what, i check my weight before cny is 42kg and after cny is 45kg. See any different, yeah 3kg. thats alot man, and some of my friends even ask me to eat more. I think i seriously eat alot like this 3 days man!!!!!!!!

ok im kinda lazy to upload the photos now, will upload soon.

should really think of saving up my money

2010-02-11T23:52:00.003+08:00

hey bloggy,

she is listening to Goldfrapp - Rocket

wah im suddenly feel so stress, i thought like everything we'll be ok but after watching all the videos i decided to change and now i seriously need to find something to do. I really cannot play around, need to think!!!!!!!

i cant shop anymore, once i step in the shop i will pick something and i will confirm buy without seeing the price. i have calculated i spend for the coming cny for the 2 weeks i shop, wahlau i seriously think i overspend $600++.. parents start nagging at me lah, and this month i dont think i got much pay too. so many days never work where got money, and im leaving soon. So like now really should think of saving money.

elgnis won

Bestfriend is leaving to england :(
i think my both eyes is swollen cuz i've been crying, not because of a guy okay. Is i just recently watch few downloaded show, like Hachiko: A dogs story, New York I Love You. But the hachiko is really damn nice lah!!!!!!!!
even watch a very disgusting show call universal soldier regeneration, the guy kana punch the face like dont know how many times sia and another one kana push on the eyes until the eye ball burst ba. the show damn cuiiiii sia... seriously not suitable for girls to watch, but my mum likes the show. kns she ask me to watch with her, i keep screaming like ard 3am in the morning.. yeahhh imagine 3am leh.. screaming like crazy women lol..

i even downloaded invictus, it's complicated and Love happens. ok i think i should start watchin it now.. ciao

my favourite boy, its you

2010-02-08T01:18:00.003+08:00

hey bloggy,

she is listening to Sugarbabes - Sweet And Amazing

I aways knew you were the best,
THE COOLEST BOY i know
the one i cant live without that's you, yeah you.

exams is coming, and you still willing to pei me watch Avatar and Armored. Well you right, home is still the best :)
i love the surprise and the flowers that you brought. i admit it was lovely :)

i should change the lyrics to my favourite boy; since you sing something sweet to me, i should change to this and i gonna try singing it to you haha..

You take my breath away with everything you say.
i just wanna be with you, my baby
my boy dont play no games, treats you no other way.
Than you deserve
`cause you're the boy of my dreams

My prized possession, one and only
i adore ya, boy i want ya
the one i cant live without that's you, that's you
Your my precious little man
the one that makes me crazy of all the boys i've ever known it's you, it's you
My favourite boy, my favourite boy, its you.

maybe i gonna sing this to you, actually sound not bad haha..

queen couture, movies.

2010-02-03T04:42:00.002+08:00

hey bloggy,

she is listening U-Kiss - Without You

This yr valentine day is gonna be fun fun fun, sorry ppl reading had no idea but nvm pictures will be upload via facebook haha..
friends from overseas is coming to celebrate arggghhhh, i miss my old long friends especially danny, bobby and john!!!! hehe
10 yrs of friendship hehehe, sorry girls john is alr married but his wife (an qi) is coming to Singapore haha.

Sorry just too happy liao, anyway today i went somerset 313. lol 313 sound so lian rite haha.
ok meet vicky for lunch at long john, oppps im so sorry vic. Im totally late by half and hour, but she so nice loh, wait till i come then had lunch even thought i know she very hungry alr but she still will wait for me. :) thanks babe

Reach 313 ard 1:3opm, we process to long john sliver. Vicky eat faster than me and she even finish up her food not like mine left one fish and half the chocolate cream cake havent finish. Just feel very full. Then we just shop ard 313 well nothing much at all, so we process to cineleisure and decided to watch a movie. Luckily we buy the ticket early cuz is like alot of ppl watching this show and it like wonderland kinda thing.
The movie that we gonna watch ard 6:50pm was The Imaginarium Of Dr Parnassus.

After buying we shop ard basement cuz there is a little mini shop having sales and i manage to buy a skirt which is very simple and the cutting just look great on me, so i decided to buy. Just hell cheap lah $20 lol and vicky manage to brought a dress too.
Then we decided to go hereen while waiting for the time pass faster, we also went in to Queen's Couture and brought a sleeveless top too. And even get 30% discount for that top, usual price is $59 and after discount is $41.30 :)

Then ard 6:30pm, we decided to go back to cine and cam whoring hahaha. But the movie start very long, damn angry lah. why angry cuz movie actually start at 6:50pm and we have to wait outside until the movie end, and is like damn long loh. 7:40pm then can go in, wahlau that dont make us wait like crazy girls lah.
So like the movie end ard 9 if im not wrong, throughout the whole show it kinda complicated but still a pretty nice show ba. i think i gonna give it 3/5
it quite similar to Alice in the wonderland loh, so after movie end we walk to taka and wisma. Just walking around but most shop close alr :(
and im very sad cuz until now i still havent buy my heels, just damn angry. Cannot match my Marc Jacobs dress!!

So like ard 10 plus we decided to leave cuz vicky she have school tml which is like 9am in the morning wah. so we take separate train, guess who i saw one of my ex. But his friend kinda sick and need to sent to the hospital, someone called the ambulance and sent him to the hospital.
Reach dover and take cab to bukit timah had dinner with brandy and his friends. So like they cancel the fishing trip thing, and decided to slack. Brandy and i take cabby home, and reach home ard 1 plus. online :p

Wah this 3 days i just spend over $500+ man, half my pay is GONE.
nvm ang bao is coming, i can smell it haha...
k lah i gotta go sleep alr, is like 5am in the mornin alr. and i still on the phone with......

just spend $400 on clothing

2010-02-01T00:22:00.002+08:00

hey bloggy,

she is listening to Shinee - JoJo

omgomgomg cny is coming, cant wait to take hong bao wahhaha. i really dont know how i spend my money sia in just one day.
31 Jan 2010, i just spend $400+ on clothing. i buy alot of clothes but i forgot to buy heels for cny. aiya.. angry lah..

My friend so good lah, birthday present got puppy sia :)
babe must really take good care hor, the bf is so good lah..

my niece in the hospital again, damn poor thing lah.. :(
nephew smart boy alr, this yr primary 1 hehe

Going out with the dancer today, super fun lah.. pictures still with them. please upload !!!
jessica find a place that we can dance, but the rented say 2 hr $30. so ex loh. bugis area, still looking :p

Went long john slack, and the girls having their dinner there. Some bengs trying to flirt with me and jessica, but we totally annoyed them haha..
but one of the guy really damn cute but is like full of tattoo on his neck and shoulder came and ask me number, i totally turn off man and seriously i just rejected him. wah he face turn like very angry loh, like i must give him then he smile?

then jessica bf came after the girls had finish eating, 4 girls leaving first. while me, jessica and jason still shopping at bugis junction, omg the bf is damn good lah, carry our bags and shopping bags loh.. :):)
must find this kinda guy man lol, but junction really got nothing much to buy and seriously aimless loh.

so we decided to leave ard 10 something, jessica bf (jason) so damn sweet lah. He wanna fetch me go home haha cuz he see me carrying so many plastic bags lol.
reach home bath, then have supper with another friend and eating satay at bukit timah haha. i told them i dont wanna sit their bikes and one guy just damn sweet, pei me take cab and i wanted to pay since they treat me eat satay. But he pay, and guess wad he pay. Using visa omg, i got cash he dont want me to pay, just damn kns lah..

reach home online with ronron :)

i feel.....

2010-01-27T00:04:00.002+08:00

Sometimes you just need to cry and be sad. You need to break down and be torn apart. You need to learn now to pick yourself up and put yourself back together. Sometimes, the only way to be happy is to give into sadness first, cause without sadness, there’s no happiness, you would never learn to smile.

Love is such a strong word. When we were just little kids, we always thought that love was about hugs, kisses and happiness. But as we grow older, we’ve also come to realise that love isn’t just about happiness; it’s also about rejections, tears and riding through the pain the each heartache brings.

I feel very bad, i feel like im a bad person now. hurting each other feelings, selfish and the way i react.
i really hate myself, hate the way i react. God please changed me..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENNETH

2010-01-26T17:19:00.004+08:00

Yesterday went eyebrow trimming at 4pm, then after appt meet ron at raffles mall. Had our lunch then process to marina sqaure watch movie, guess wad we watching haha. TOOTH FAIRY omg is a must watch show lah, even saw alvin lol, ok lah is he saw me and shouted my name very loud.
movie end then take cab back to gombak and thanks ron for the movie, i enjoy watching it :)

BIGGEST PRESENT EVER
(i know u gonna laugh, but i really hope u like it lah. but i dont think ppl dare loh, see i dare lol..)

holland v, haagen dazs.

2010-01-22T23:24:00.005+08:00

hey bloggy,

she is listening to Keri Hilson ft Akon - Change Me

Watched Fame and Whiteout yesterday nite, then sleep ard 5am in the morning. Woke up ard 1 plus, then online with brandy and his cousin :)
then ard 6 plus i went salon, did my hair treatment. After that ard 7 something brandy came fetch me cuz the mother invited me for dinner, i know rite so damn sweet lah..

Having dinner with brandy family and other relatives too, at Holland village de crystal jade. wow rite haha, i only met the mum like 3 time and she just invited me loh. I was very shy la cuz totally dont know anyone except brandy himself and his cousin bryan.
The 1st and 2nd dish i didnt eat much cuz most dishes are prawn and some vegetables that i dont know how to eat. 3rd dish best lah, the mother suddenly ask me Nicole i heard that you love shark fin, i specially order for you :)
i was like oh erm, haha ok thank you auntie

First time friend mother treat me super nice loh, i really mean it loh..
After dinner, we went have desert at haagen dazs ice cream.
Me and brandy share together. we decided to order Passion Waffle Delight, is like Luscious Mango & Passion Fruit ice cream and Summer Berries & Cream ice cream, served with a warm Belgian waffle and seasonal fruit.
Sound nice and sweet rite, i know even the mum love it XDXD

Finish eating, we just slack ard. The relatives left first then the parents send me back to gombak. :)
i keep saying auntie tytyty loh, and she keep say i very shy.. i really damn shy loh.. just imagine lah, dont know each other well loh..

313@somerset

2010-01-21T21:31:00.002+08:00

hey bloggy,

she is listening to Owl City - Fireflies

Been shopping lately cuz chinese new year is coming, but until now i didnt manage to buy anything that is bright in colour, all i pick up is grey, black and white.
Yesterday before working bbf pei me to hola & co. And i manage to brought the 2 top that i wanted so badly, but is bbf pay :)
then he go back to sch study, and i walk back to work. I came early for work too and that is probably a good thing cuz i've been always late for work :(

End work ard 8:49pm, went bysi. Manage to buy a top only $18 after 50% lol. but the staff service is super poor, seriously have no manner.
especially aunties arghhhhhhhh.

came home ard 9 plus, then put my bags. use the lappy awhile, waiting for brandy to reach. B FOR BRANDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then he drive his car out to clementi makan :)
then fetch me back. awwww sweet person rite, then online with new ppl :)

All the awesome-ness friend :)
sleep ard 3plus then woke up ard 11 plus. myron msg me :)
then cant go back sleep liao, bath and prepare then watch tv awhile. Ard 2 plus meet besti at bb mrt then take train together, to somerset 313 :)
i manage to buy 2 top and 1 bottom and even may birthday present. Sorry lousy friend, birthday present have to wait until im free then can go buy. :(

But the top from ribbons is super duper nice lah, ppl do support that shop :)
i spend over $100 inside the shop loh, meaning the top and bottom is duper nice!
After that we process to forever 21, saw zul :)
anyway his my working colleague, but me and besti cannot find anything that we like.

Had our early/dinner at hot dog factory, yummy chicken baked rice and triple cheesy hot dog.
take alot of pics, using besti new nikon camera. 12.5 megapixas loh, is damn clear lah.. and both of us just love the damn effect. hehe

happy 21th birthday maymay

2010-01-17T20:25:00.002+08:00

hey bloggy,

she is listening to Kevin Rudolf ft birdman, lil wayne - I Made It

came back from chalet, abit hangover alr man.
first day was fun, bbq and ice cream cakes too.. got complaint 4 times if im not wrong.
ard 1 plus play dia dee loser have to drink. im just lucky that i win like alot and less cards too only lose one time, and i kana drink the rare vodka.
And my face just turn super red.
like the monkey backside, after that we play black jack. had martell with coke :)

ard 7 plus in the morning everyone left, then went to lie down have some rest but i just couldnt sleep at all, i just don know why too. next day afternoon joyce and me wake up ard 11 plus had chilli crab meat, chicken nuggets and satays. Thanks joyce, she's the one cook for me just so nice lah...
watching show on vivian laptop, done watching alvin and the chipmunk 2 and jennifer body.
ard 7 cousin all came celebrate, and lots of pictures taking.

all photos uploaded to facebook.. im kinda tired alr.

MDIS or BMC?!

2010-01-14T03:45:00.003+08:00

hey bloggy,

she is listening to Jason Derulo - She Flys Me Away

anyway been busy working, and no time for facebook-ing. Especially my rest city 3 days never play alr, still considering wad school to study.
i probably taking Diploma in hotel management at other MDIS or BMC. i not very sure how much is MDIS, but for BMC it will be ard 9k ba cuz full payment breakdown for 5 months fees is $6659, yeah and cuz this course i wanted to study is 8 months to graduate. Sounds like not bad rite?

i miss him, been busy study. oh well cannot all blame him, i also actually :(
i wanna watch all the nice nice movie lah!!!
anyway it's like 3.52am alr, i better go get some sleep or else i cannot wake up and prepare for chalet hehe.
Oh yeah is actually may 21 birthday chalet hehe, i miss all my ite friends already!!!
i didnt really thought i can make it but who cares, i can now :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAY WANG CHUN PING :)

high fever, vomit and 2 injections.

2010-01-10T11:51:00.003+08:00

hey bloggy,

she is listening to Carrie Underwood - Ever Ever After

Yesterday suppose to go meetin at ard 8.30am then work 1pm but i didnt go cuz ard 1 plus i went to sleep then ard 4am the pain all come in 1 time. Having high fever and i vomit 3 times while i drink a warm water cuz feeling thirsty.
i msg my supervisor that i may not be able to come as i feeling really sick, at ard 11 plus i went to see a doctor and the doctor give me 2 injection, and is just really damn painful. I seriously cried, they all blame me, they say is only ants bite de feeling but is not. i cannot even walk properly loh.. came home have porridge for lunch then had medicine. 12 plus sleep until the next day, now i feel abit recover but pray hard that i recover faster abit cuz i wanna go work...
as i told the doctor i just take a one day mc enough.

Sherlock Holmes and Marché®

2010-01-06T23:45:00.003+08:00

hey bloggy,

she is listening to Play - What is Love?

meet vicky today at orchard ion at ard 2 something, then walk around. vicky manage to buy a top and i didnt cuz i cannot find something i like, i only for sponge on the shoulder type but i just cannot find any. Then vicky pei me find something for lunch, went this curry restaurant at the basement and the shop name very cute. Its calles GOGO CURRY.

The curry doesnt look like curry sause, look like tomato sause but after i eat. It doesnt taste very badly, actually kinda nice. And i realise if ppl need more curry sause, need to top up $3.
After lunch, we decided to go wisma then process to hereen.
And b want me to help him find a new sling bag, and i did. Very simple and nice :)

So ard 5.50pm, Walk to plaza sing meet b :)
then we went to watch our show, was watching Sherlock Holmes. Damn nice i tell you, i really thought is more to guy show not suitable for girls but actually i really like it.
After movie, we rush to take train to somerset then walk to hereen buy the fourskin sling bag. And b manage to buy the sling bag for school tml, and me buy nothing. After buying we went somerset 313 shopping mall, went forever 21 but didnt manage to buy one cuz some i like but doesnt have my size damn angry.
but we went had our dinner at Marché® unique European marketplace ard 10 plus. Had pasta :)

After dinner, b send me to cityhall then take train back to gombak. b got classes tml at 8.30am, damn early i know. i also loh 8.30am sharp on the sat, having my crocs retail meeting again at plaza sing. wahlau rite...

awesome ness

2010-01-03T22:18:00.002+08:00

hey bloggy,

she is listening to Jessica Mauboy - Let Me Be Me

yayyy besti transfer to marina!! tml get to see her :)
and aisah leaving alr :(
cannot disturb her alr, cuz she not working anymore..
i miss kahboon so much!!

01.01.10
work 2pm to 4+ am in the next morning, cuz redoing the stock take. Then next day working 2pm to 10pm, wah damn not enough sleep man..
omg i forget what i wanna type here alr, hmmmmmmmm

playing restaurant city on facebook, why everybody dont wanna join the fun lol..
just downloaded a few new song, and is damn awesome lah!!!!
enjoy:-

______________________________________________

Don Omar Ft. Daddy Yankee - Hasta Abajo
http://www9.zippyshare.com/v/43738355/file.html

Jason Derulo - Sky's The Limit (Single Version)
http://www28.zippyshare.com/v/22728319/file.html

awesome movie, stock-take and 2010!!!

2009-12-31T00:17:00.002+08:00

hey bloggy,

she is listening to Kesha - Animal

work work work
eat eat eat
busy busy busy

im busy girl now, ok lah. What should i get for maymay birthday neh. Yayyy going her chalet hoping onth 16 jan im off tooo!!!!!!!!!!!
oh i just upload new photos of me.

http://www.facebook.com/#/album.php?aid=50365&id=1217844637&ref=mf

Oh anyway i watched AVATAR alr, it was the best movie ever!!!!!!! gerald watching the same movie at the same day as me haha..
anyway stock take yesterday then i fcking sian loh, on the first day come my period. wahlau is like fcking uncomfortable loh, then they order mac. i have to tell them i want the fillet o fish plain and drink change to ice milo less ice cuz i cannot drink too cold on the first day period.
but after mac came, they never help me change to plain humph..

thanks to fairus help me take out the tata sause, end work ard 3 plus going 4. me and aishah take cab home, i reach home first.
bathe then sleep alr, til 4pm then wake up. i know damn power rite lol..
i seriously too tired alr, then had dinner with my father hoping he manage to come home early and fetch me to work.
cuz got stock take at scott isetan at 9am, 8:50am must reach there.
wahlau i still havent go to bed loh, pray hard i can wake up at 7.

Tml after stock take gonna celebrate 2010 at esplanade :)
not going zouk sorry babe.

i love the lion printing t shirt <3

2009-12-26T01:10:00.003+08:00

hey bloggy,

she is listenin to Timbaland ft Miley Cyrus - We Belong To Music

im gonna call up my friends
gonna have a good time
it's sure to be crazy
Tonight, it's all about us feeling real good
can ya blame me?

we belong to the music, we dont answer to you
that's right we aint moving
we dont answer to you
its a party we can dance, if we want to
c'mon and party like it aint no curfew

xmas is over, before xmas over ard 11:53pm. Kenneth has say something very sweet and lovely word to me and im speechless.
he never say to anyone but just me..
im not gonna copy the whole thing here just one sentence that i feel touched.

baby; what i wanted to say was, i miss you everyday.
Remember my laugh and how sweet our kisses used to be
remember the way that you used to love me.

bestfriend i love you <3

he want me to give him a chance, should i?
i seriously dont know why guys always like that..
missing my babe maymay, is like almost a month we didnt go out together like we used to be.

black pepper crab and chilli lobster is love man..
sorry no pictures taken today, as i didnt bring along my cameras.
i love the lion printing t shirt from kenneth, i like lions now :)

gotta go sleep alr, working at 3pm tml. And end work got meeting too :(

hate that feeling

2009-12-21T01:47:00.003+08:00

hey bloggy,

she is listening to After School - Diva

im confuse with everything now, like work, love and irritating ppl argghhh...

how how how~!!
i know i keep complaining lah but how?

why suddenly sup change to another person, a fierce look then suddenly change mind.
And my ex the one that hurt my feelings terrible, the one say i want to find girls to fck with and suddenly say just to make me stop loving him like wtf rite.

him: Shall we patch back?
nicole: huh why?
nicole: you now start loving me again?
him: what about you?
nicole: i dont know, you answer me first loh.
him: i dont know, like got feeling for you still
nicole: wad kinda feeling?
him: those feeling?
nicole: hmmm, i think about it.

And bestfriend always there for me when i needed, thanks for cheering me up ok. (:

meet w today, awhile. then he send me back gombak
then dinner with my mummy. promise is a promised.
Shark fin and fish head curry..

baby help me!!!

awesome living room (:

2009-12-15T23:31:00.003+08:00

hey bloggy,

she is listening to Tokio Hotel - World Behind My Wall

Oh, they're telling me its beautiful
i believe them but will i ever know
the world behind my wall
oh, the sun will shine like never before
one day i will be ready to go
see the world behind my wall

So cute rite, finally can go home liao. But only the body inner part still not recover back :(
See how skinny she's now, and look at my fat face.
seriously lovely ppl i really have to stop eating supper man, look at the fat arms.
ok lah i try eat abit but not alot alr.

Things i need to do before xmas:-
- Not eating fast food especially Long John and Mac.
- Starbucks
- should go do some running or gym? (erm as if rite, that's all u ppl saying rite)
[but im trying to do some running and walking staircase up and down. :) plus i do some reading walking staircase also part of the exercise loh.]
- must lose 5kg.
- shop more =x (lol kidding lah)
- still cannot think of anything now but i know i gonna buy xmas present for my little baby niece and naughty nephew :)

anyway went meet kenneth then together go leon house watched movies. haha download movies to watch and pc connect to the big screen tv :)
awesome living room but too bad i didnt took a photo of his house, he just renovated his living room.
i just love his living room man, oh afterward we watched 2012. It's a very boring show but we just continue watching while he still downloading this show called ninja ( Japanese plus some angmo acting in lah..)

Then dinner we went newton eat string ray :)
he promise to bring me and yes he didnt break my promise. But everyone loves string ray loh :)
even leon and his army friends love it too haha...
im so envy that kenneth going Japan and taiwan.... Bestfriend must buy for me things hor haha...

Anyway my working hour change alr, 2 to 10pm :p
k gotta go get some rest alr.

quiting supper

2009-12-15T01:29:00.002+08:00

hey bloggy,

she is listening to Alicia Keys - Love is My Disease

OMGOMGOMG!!!
Been kinda lazy to blog but alot of things happen lah, finally meeting all my lovely friends for supper and it's like almost every night is supper night man. I know im gonna be fat even thought so many ppl say im not but i know i am cuz it my body.
Need to stop eating supper :(
meaning less meeting my lovely handsome and pretty girl friend liao :(

Wednesday im working full shift as in like 10am to 10pm. 12 hours man, damn shag im tellin you. but thursday im off :)
anyway i posted all my hk trip pictures to facebook, sorry i kinda lazy to post all here.
http://www.facebook.com/#/album.php?aid=47748&id=1217844637&ref=mf

i try upload my baby niece pictures too :)
talkin bout her, i miss her omg.
i miss my baby niece LAH!!

i miss him <3

New Moon. burberry perfume and baby niece recovering soon

2009-12-06T23:24:00.007+08:00

hey bloggy,

she is listening to Sweet Disposition - The Temper Trap

I upload half pics at facebook only, still have alot but i kinda lazy now. Anyway yesterday at 7pm meet kahboon :) for movies. Guess what i watch?
TWILIGHT: NEW MOON!! ahhhhh love
until the last part edward say will you marry me? wah i cant wait for the 3rd movie out man, make it quick!!!

ard 10 plus took train back to gombak, had supper with kenneth and jamie. Jamie very pretty i swear, so damn friendly loh!!! And they say my new haircut look like xiao mei mei, i was like you gotta be kidding me and they were laughin all the way loh.

i just rebond and dye dark blonde. And just a little hair cut got so ______ ma.
then reach home ard 1 plus, bath and go to bed.
wake up ard 12 plus, bath and take cab down to kk hospital. Visiting my baby niece, so recover abit faster now and the doctor say if she drink more water maybe she can go home. so happy!! but she dont drink water, try to force her to drink. she also dont want, naughty girl lah..
Then kenneth came fetch me ard 7pm, we went chinatown eat our dinner. And buy me something that he made a promise and i knew he wont break my promise :)

Burberry Brit Sheer the pink colour bottle that i want it so badly and he buy for me hehe...such a good best friend loh.. muack :)
jamie jie jie dont get angry hor haha..
i will upload my baby niece cute pictures soon too xoxo

im back :)

2009-12-03T20:51:00.002+08:00

hey bloggy,

she is listening to Chris Brown - Famous Girl

Just came from hk, December trip really has nothing much to buy. So im very sorry to the people that i promise to buy but i didnt cuz really has nothing to buy, and i really dont know how i spend. I just brought a new purse from Marc Jacobs and is damn nice lah!!!
But the food there is damn nice lah, not the street food. All the nice restaurants :) yumyum

i just realise that im turning very dark, wahlau never swimming also feel darker sia. Maybe because the wind, 5 days blowing the wind almost everyday sia plus im staying around the city. wah im not fair liao :(

i will upload the pictures soon, i would post to facebook :)

im praying that my baby niece can recover faster, i miss her lah!!!